Saturday, October 31, 2015

Killer Queen live

Bohemian Rhapsody live

Good stuff

Ocean County New Jersey tent city

Luxurious Flagstaff home on 42 acres

I've only twice been inside a actual house in Flagstaff. But I didn't get to tour those homes all I saw was the living room and dining room and bathroom

Most of the people who I quote unquote No who live here either live in their vehicle or live in the woods and the majority of the people that live in the woods don't even have a tent

I have yet to meet someone in this town who is quote unquote middle class

And in America as a whole wealthy people never admit that they are wealthy. I can only think of one person who is honest about the fact that she is well see all the other wealthy people that I know will not claim anything better than middle class even though it is obvious that they are multi millionaires

I encourage you to check out this spectacular video. For some odd reason though every time I add a link it puts a period right in the middle of the word tube I don't understand that so you would probably have to type it out yourself so that you don't get sent to the wrong link based on this quirky aspect of my smartphone

Jeremy rosser suspect Forensic Files, walker mews apts.

What happened to this 20 year old girl in Texas is so similar to what I went through for 4 full years living at Walker mews York Road Baltimore.

the maintenance men and other hoodrats came and went from my apartment on a daily basis looting burning stealing and threatening me with my life.

I was stalked for the entire 4 years I lived there and when I complained to management as well as the head of section 8 no action was taken on my behalf.

Management of Walker mews mgmt. Stated myself and other complaining tenants were essentially delusional.

one time a penthouse mag. was left on my living room floor and another time a dead rat !

I had to live like this for 4 full years until I fled to a subsidized complex where I incurred daily violent crimes for 14 months. ;(

On 4/11/2011 I fled 2400 miles to a shelter in prescott, az.  As I knew my life was in grave danger in md.

I googled what happens to bodies when families do not claim them

I didn't even read the entire article yet but they talked about DC Maryland and Virginia which was really crazy. I wondered what happens to people who don't have family and after they die or his family do not claim them. I know my birth mother has a family plot. Imagine her reaction if someone called her and asked her if she would like to bury me in the family plot, she would die!

CNN police in schools Don bridges

I never knew what an SRO was until today I guess I'm really lucky I graduated in 1981. Turns out the vice president of SRO is in Baltimore now that makes sense!

Exciting stuff 4 writers!blank/cpvb

Friday, October 30, 2015


Thursday, October 29, 2015

Mythical bird the Phoenix

I was supposed to have been a mother

This 2 minute visual is a perfect description of my relationship with the children that I nannied and taught preschool to. I was definitely supposed to have been a mom. But I wasn't yet I'm glad I've had the opportunity to love so many children in my lifetime none of whom related to me!

I couldn't even tell you what movie this is

If you know what movie this is then go ahead and write it in the comments thank you

Into the wild

So I just saw the first half of the movie and I own the book but haven't read it yet. As you know a few months ago I saw the second half of the movie

I do not own any sort of DVD player and I don't know anything about Netflix so I only watch movies when cable decides to air them. Not at all a good way to see this movie because with all the commercials it ran for three and a half hours

I have a huge amount in common with Christopher and feel like I am the female version in many regards he is after all only 4 years younger than me but I will call at his age that I was also very non materialistic and was always giving my things away

This is such appointment beautiful movie and I know that so many people disagree with me when I say it's not the quantity of your years but it is the quality

If the quality does not make you happy then you leave when you're ready to leave

Tuesday, October 27, 2015

Dead man's curve song 1963

See that bright light in the middle of the tree?

World premiere Debbie Reynolds

Return to Halloween high

She lives at the Monte Vista Hotel in Flagstaff where I do karaoke

Been wondering for 4 years

If you know the answer to this without googling for the answer please comment on this post. Why are there no Native American Indians represented as actors actresses and musicians. It's not uncommon at all for me to be and places where I would be considered a white minority out here out west

Monday, October 26, 2015

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Homeless documentary Hollywood California punk rock kids

I have a surprising amount in common with these young kids who are homeless punk rockers let me give you the link to this documentary

Saturday, October 24, 2015


Starbucks close to many hours ago but we are allowed to sit in here until midnight watching TV I am the only customer

QVC amazing inventions

Can't live without I live in a climate where the average amount of snow is 100 inches every year that's why I think this product is so genius

Left about 6 hours first time I slept in many months

This and the combination of the fact that for some reason on Saturdays and Sundays there aren't as many main doors and screening around here as well as the noise outside isn't it bad to check out this Randalls relaxation that he's made to help people sleep I had it running all night last night

Friday, October 23, 2015

While I'm locked out of Facebook

As I said all along this is definitely one of the true crime series that most appropriately fits my own situation. I would say that in the last three to four months I just begun to feel safe after 8 years of being actively stalked shot at looted having my home looted my clothing burn my car destroyed and set up with things like brake lines cut things like that. So can you imagine living as a woman with this situation with multiple people stalking me and facing this without any support whatsoever. It's hard enough for people like Christy Moore who are married and have a big huge family that are helping her find the stalker anyhow she has got to be one of the stupidest people ever featured on a true crime show absolutely everything she does while these crimes are happening basically wears her stalker into more enjoyment and wanting her to or being happy to see how upset she is for example he'll call her and she'll just scream leave me alone leave me alone why are you doing this. This really is the absolute worst thing you can do is let this man no multiple times a day how distraught you are that then the cops want her to go into the garage by herself even though she knew that it would put her life more at risk so she's telling us the viewing audience that the cops put her life more at risk but that she went ahead and went with it anyway. There is no handbook that we can read when we are going through the hell of not knowing whether we're going to be murdered from one day one day to the next but there are certainly top number one worst ways to handle yourself as a victim and Christy Moore rocks that roll

Thursday, October 22, 2015

More than one out of two Americans chronically ill

Red Rock

It's so incredible that you don't even need to leave the city to see this beauty I'm particularly obsessed with taking these Red Rock photos

Absolutely loved these musical notes as a street sign

L I'll find something that is really special to me and then I'll photograph it and then some city worker will take it down three days later and I'm like wow I got this photograph just before they got rid of it well sadly they've taken away the musical notes so I am so glad I got them photographed. They are such a wonderful landmark when street signs are hard to see I really can't imagine why they would want to take down these musical notes but they did

1993/1994 living in oz

Cruise America

That was supposed to say as always I hope you're enjoying my photography

I kind of lucked out when I saw this RV posted or pardon me parked right in front of the landscape that I was photographing behind the grocery store I had literally never walked back there before and I was stunned at all the different ways that the mountain and the sky presents itself for fantastic photography. As you can see I would need to crop away so you can't see the building but the left part of the photos are what really work the Nature Park as opposed to the buildings obviously. But I just can't get enough of Red Rock. The Red Rocks a little bit different here than it is in Sedona I'm sure and I had someone explain that to me but I can't really remember the detail. Well as always I hope

Behind Kroger grocery store

Surprising facts about me

For many many years I have noticed how popular skull art and skull jewellery skull handbags and simply could not understand how people could like that. But when I saw this ring and pendant on Jewelry Television today I just completely fell in love I haven't worn jewelry for many many many many years. In 2002 my life long all jewelry I had since I was a baby all that stolen by the woman that I was rooming with. For the most part after 94 since I could not really find a safe place to live I would only keep one piece of jewelry and I would just try to either hide it or wear it all the time. I've never bought anything from Jewelry Television butt I would like to own at least one piece of jewelry. I mean dear lord how many women do you know who have 1 pair of hiking boots and two pairs of tennis shoes and a pair of sandals and that's it? but I will always be a girl and believe it or not like a lot of feminine stuff even though I might not show it in the way that I present myself meaning that I rarely wear makeup or jewelry and I haven't worn any kind of high heels since my twenties

Correction to my last post

My last post was talking about it was supposed to say Morgellons. I don't have that horrible skin stuff with sores that are so horrible you can't even leave the house but I do have some other symptoms that are distinctively for this disease and people in my disability groups on Facebook are discouraging me basically agreeing with me that it would be pretty much a waste of time to try to get a formal diagnosis for this disease especially since there really isn't anything that they can do

Cold wet weather and disabled

Now that the cold wet weather has been pretty steady for the last 3 weeks I've been 24 hours in bed than 3 to 4 hours doing housework or errands and then back in bed for another 24 hours see there's the 1015 diagnosis that I already have confirmed with doctors and then there's about another 10 or so that I am fairly certain I have but that are not confirmed such a severe esophageal and stomach issues as well as chronic regional pain syndrome and most likely Morgans syndrome as well but I don't have enough of the support system to do much of anything let alone spend my little time out of the house running around to the doctors that really can't do much of anything to give us a normal life. If you are one of my disabled friends and are experiencing is similar schedule especially impacted by the weather then feel free to comment here on my blog or if you're my facebook friend then go ahead and comment there or feel free to send a request

Link between mental illness and cat ownership

My high school and the shooting

I'm stunned that I'm here reading about my high school in the very first category is called shooting

People in my age category feel so grateful to have gone through the public school at a time where school shootings were simply the simply didn't happen

I do regular genealogy research

It's common for me to do research on relatives who don't even know about my existence and or don't care. I just found out by snooping around on the internet that my half sister and her husband lost their big expensive home in Mount Washington and now lives 3 miles away from the home I grew up in , in the first 6 years of my life. Wow pretty interesting stuff in my book

Did you know the Phoenix actually is a bird

Prior to coming to Arizona I did not know if Phoenix was a bird I also did not know until today that it's not a real bird and never existed except in mythology. Did you know that

Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Very small world

You're going to love this story. I was at a health clinic today not my usual one but that's not my story my story isn't about the experience medically my story is about the experience socially. I was assigned to a particular doctor today and he happens to be from Nepal. He told me that my face looks familiar which impressed me because I had not been to that clinic in 4 years he joked that all of Asian people look alike.

I said oh no they don't I said you're really handsome so if you ever lose your job as a doctor you know you'll be able to do some modeling. He really like that one when he found out that I was from Baltimore his eyes lit up then I said well you certainly know Baltimore because of our famous Johns Hopkins but perhaps you live there as well?

He said yes I did I said well what years were you there he said well I was there from 06 to 08 and I said I bet I can guess your address. He said ok try. I threw out and address and he said how did you know that?!

I said well because all the Nepal people coming into Baltimore usually like to live at the drumcastle apartments because it's Napoli's own he couldn't believe that I do that and then I knew that he lives there so it turned out that he lived three blocks east of where I was living at the time!

Tuesday, October 20, 2015

Living in Australia

Hope you can enjoy it even though its upside down

Saturday, October 17, 2015

Saturday Night Live one Suze Orman October 2008

Man who turns to Susie says now I have to decide between sewing coffee filters together for toilet paper or sewing them together to make a tshirt

Susie the answer sir is to tap into your emergency savings account and the cash in your Roth IRA

Man responds you're not hearing me Susie I may have to sell my roaches as pets to people in nursing homes my bed is for used pizza boxes lined with diapers

Amy Poehler States this is no time to panic as long as you're the richest man in the world

One of my Facebook friends live here

Autobiography entitled her mothers daughter

My note about what I have in common with Linda. adopted Linda's life was a living hell like mine was I am about to copy the paragraphs that describe her place of respite her favorite place of respite

Page 75 her mothers daughter

I walked into the small chapel and sat in a pew.  The spicy aroma of frankincense filled the air, and the early light shone through a stained glass window. It glowed along with the votive candles that had burned through the night. there were fresh pink roses on the altar

A chandelier hung from a long chain over the center aisle. Its crystal pendants began to sparkle with the light too bright to be natural. The pinkness of the Roses intensified to a smouldering red. I was exhilarated by their radiance.

For a brief moment, I felt outside myself, drawn into the dazzling color. I was a part of the light itself, pulsating, brimming over. Peacefulness washed over me, then slowly ebbed. Hearing the morning Bell, I reluctantly left the chapel

Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Grocery store Halloween decorations

I haven't worn makeup in 23 years

50 plus I want to try new things. I followed the directions on the package and this is what I came up with I haven't gone out of the house because this was my first experience and so many years or my first experiment in 23 years

Sunday, October 11, 2015

Murals rock

One of the issues I care the most about

The proposal

Florence Crittenton

This article helped me a great deal because Poli was at the home the same time my birth mother was. Since my birth mother is not open to me asking her any questions at all, this article really painted a picture for me what it was like for her at Crittenton carrying me and then having to give me up

1986 amateur modeling shoot

1986 age 22 the only modeling shoot I ever participated in

My 10th birthday 1973

Friday, October 9, 2015

Northern Arizona University shooting

There was a 50 50 chance that I would be on campus last night. I decided that I was not up to going to the event. Either way even if I had gone to the event I would not have been anywhere near what happened because I would have been back home by 8:30 p.m.