"Cancer symptoms again"

It will be a few weeks before i know whether it is cancer or not.  Scared?  No.  Life is what scares me, not death.

I would have to say without a doubt, that my philosophy of life since 94 is that quality is what matters, not quantity, and i sure don't have the quality.

That being said, my first thoughts were "just keep me comfortable, because i'm not going to do chemo.  I have been through enough"

I will let you know after i find out whether it is cancer or not.  Is it any wonder if i did?  with the life i have had?

uncle and aunt died young from cancer.