Sense of humor

Quality of life is still unacceptable and deplorable. (Yes , I'll never lose my sense of humor, don't let it fool you)

Primarily bedridden, seriously ill. Still a starvation wage, looks like I'll have to sell car, cant afford repairs.

I'm no idiot, even if I do introduce myself to the dozen-and-a-half relatives whose address is I now have I do not expect my life to ever  improve enough for me to be able to tolerate.

I'm sicker with every passing year and don't plan to pursue any more medical care. It's a waste of my damn time!

"Out for 2 hours"

I hadn't even been out of the house for 2 hours , when I could describe feeling the following.

Excruciating nerve, joint, bone, muscle, back and feet pain.    I know that pain management is not going to want to raise my meds but what the hell am I supposed to do?  Now that I'm sitting at least some of the foot pain is relieved but this really is ridiculous.  It's not like I ran a marathon, I'm just out doing my errands on foot!