I'm back

Someone broke into my email and locked me out of my blog!

  But I never stop writing. I've been busy going to specialists and waiting for test results.  If it weren't for the ice, wind and cold  I could walk to 2 of my docs, and my nurse practitioner.

Anyhow, "they" thought I had cancer but when the biopsy results came back it turned out I do not.     Believe it or not, the concept of cancer did not scare me.  In fact I had decided (just in case)  not to do chemo. In Barbara Ehrenreich's book "bright sided" I learned that she's not a fan of chemo either. 

I've received some 3 new diagnosis over the last 2 months. I am having big trouble with my lungs, as the 4 people below me smoke very heavily.  I can't identify what they are smoking but it's definitely more then cigarettes.  Chronic bronchitis sinusitis and pleurisy.  I'm required to go for breathing treatments.  ;(

I've inherited my birthmother's lung sensitivities.   She is also a non smoker but is tied to oxygen and only 66 years old. 

 I've been largely bedridden with different problems, including complications from a procedure I had to undergo. Nonetheless, I have still managed in the month of Dec. to get treated at a nice restaurant (by a woman of course, men here are more broke then I am), go see the movie Hugo, the play Nickel and Dimed, and the local Christmas parade.

I also sang for 1/2 hour with the city's "big deal" choir!

I have had my apt. broken into and worse; but I cannot go into details electronically.

Oh by the way,

"Merry Fuckin' Ho!"