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Monday, July 4, 2016

Sleeping better

I've been sleeping much better the building has been quiet enough to sleep between 9 p.m. and 9 a.m. if there's any hours roughly the hours that you choose to sleep I'm not having nightmares that often, they are not as Vivid or as violent I'm actually feeling rested during the day which is something I probably haven't experienced since I was 11 years old

Thursday, January 28, 2010

"My Sleep is Riddled with Nightmares"

O.k. So here is a nightmare I'm willing to put on the blog. I'm in a park like setting. There are many people out and there are benches. The weather is warm. A young man/teen hands me a manilla envelope. It is his million dollar inheritance in cash.

The reason he gave it to me is because he wants me to count it.   I have about $6.00 of it in my hand. The moment I sit down at a bench to count it, I am abducted by a man with a knife. He takes me all through the park. I keep yelling for people to call 911 but no help comes.

What's funny is, in real life, I am very good in a crisis. I have a poker face and can appear very calm on the outside even if I'm not.

I calmly said to my abductor: "Exactly what is it that you want from me?"

Abductor-calmly replies: "I don't know what I want from you!"

My abductor walked a few steps away from me and said: "Look at this"

At this point I took off running. I approached 3 women in the park for help. They resented the interruption........................

Nightmare ends