"At the orthopedist"

So  far we are exploring sources of tailbone and spine pain, and left and right shoulder and neck pain.

What I know is that there are bone spurs on the right shoulder, the left shoulder there is soft tissue damage only

the tailbone xray shows that the accidents didn't cause any structural damage.  they want me to buy that ring to sit on.

there was a scene on the little couple where he gives jen a ring for her 40th birthday and she yells emphatically: I DON'T NEED THIS!

She thinks and hopes that physical therapy will help.  we shall see.

"The little couple will and zoey first christmas"

Was hoping to re-post the episode by looking for it on you tube, to no avail.  Anywho, what a brilliant idea to put will and zoey in traditional garb from their respective homelands!  Adorable!  I was worried that zoe would always be depressed but thank goodness Jen and Will said that she has turned the corner and is doing very well.

Those two do have the healthiest relationship on the planet!  They were born for each other!

Also it is very crazy and scary that Jen got cancer.  They really are dealing quite well.  Jen mentioned about 7 symptoms that she incurs from the inpatient and outpatient treatments and I have every single one of them due to fibromyalgia and lyme.

"Current housing as compared to the past 20 years"

Despite serious electrical issues for the first 7 months, extreme noise on certain days, and a huge ordeal to get anything fixed (I need new washer/dryer) if I compare my current situation to any of my situations between 2/94 and 4/2013 this is the best one.

This is the only place where  it's homey enough that if I need to stay home and rest or nap I can.  I just tried a different kind of pillow and did not wake up as many times in the night.  (currently I have 30 bucks to last 2 weeks) but next month, I will buy the $60 foam topper for the mattress as even though this mattress would be a good one for a healthy person, my leg muscles hurt a lot and I have to keep changing sides............................

So, I had forgotten that there is an actual name for one of my symptoms  (I googled it last night) chostochondritis.  It is commonly  seen in folks with fibromyalgia and is miserable because it never goes away.

It is severe chronic rib pain and tautness that sometimes makes it impossible to take a deep breath.

I'd say that maybe 3 days a week I'm very weak and don't go out at all due to not having a car.

Watched the latest episode of the little couple last night and jen described the symptoms she has with the inpatient and outpatient cancer treatments.  I have every single solitary one of them.  I will post the episode onto my blog.  No, I don't have cancer.......................................................

Something is coming up soon in my life that is very positive and will raise qol quite a bit.  Even after it happens I won't be able to tell you all what it is because of a handful of men who are reading my blog and who absolutely do not want the best for me.  That is all I can say for now.

"How to watch true crime shows"

When I first got cable, I was ridiculously addicted to the true crime shows for about 2 weeks that was practically all I watched.  However, I noticed changes in my breathing and heartbeat as well as nightmares.

Now, although I do still watch the ID channel, I do so in moderation.  For example once or twice a week.  The other trick is, that as your last show of the evening you watch:

Big Bang Theory
The Little Couple

or

Honey Boo Boo for example

anything that makes you smile, makes you happy so you can end your t.v. watching evening with your spirits in a good place.

"The Little Couple"

I really love cable.  There is something i really don't love however.  Those bloody commercials.  For example they were showing Titanic and listed a running time of 4.5 hours!  That's roughly 2 hours worth of commercials.  aahhh.  so most of the time i don't do movies for that reason.

I There are many shows i follow that i haven't blogged about yet.  I am following "The little couple"  Love this family.  What amazing people and parents.  I have seen extremely few "midgets" in my life and I'm curious how many Americans are born as dwarfs, called dwarfism.  They should say that on the show. 

Wonder if little Will , will ever want to find his bio. parents.  In the meantime this kid is incredibly lucky.  Is a bit sad about all the medical procedures he may have to go through but Will and Jen are incredible people.

I have never seen a little person at a job.  I wonder if many end up not working because of the physical limitations.  I wonder if you can go on disability because you are born with dwarfism.  Funny dad would be considered "tall" in that he is 10 inches taller then Jen!

Looks like this family has a bright future ahead.