Quality of life is still unacceptable and deplorable. (Yes , I'll never lose my sense of humor, don't let it fool you)
Primarily bedridden, seriously ill. Still a starvation wage, looks like I'll have to sell car, cant afford repairs.
I'm no idiot, even if I do introduce myself to the dozen-and-a-half relatives whose address is I now have I do not expect my life to ever improve enough for me to be able to tolerate.
I'm sicker with every passing year and don't plan to pursue any more medical care. It's a waste of my damn time!