Absolute treasure, precious. Reminds me of how much I miss teaching preschool and working as a nanny. Just like her I loved singing to my children
Saturday, November 18, 2017
Friday, November 17, 2017
Thursday, November 16, 2017
Tuesday, November 14, 2017
Wednesday, November 8, 2017
Tuesday, November 7, 2017
Monday, November 6, 2017
Sunday, November 5, 2017
Saturday, November 4, 2017
Friday, November 3, 2017
Tuesday, October 31, 2017
One of my favorite classes that I took at Purdue was called critique of U.S. popular culture.
I had to do the equivalent of a master's thesis on a celebrity of my choice, I chose Madonna.
I actually did see her perform in 1993 in Melbourne Australia but was not too crazy about the show, none the less she was one of my favorite performers in the early 1990s and late 80s.
Monday, October 30, 2017
Sunday, October 29, 2017
Two sueable accidents/falls in 16 months . The first the fault of my complex, (I fell in hole,no lights at complex)
Yesterday, driver slammed rear bus door shut on me, knocking me to my feet. Yup, hurting even more than usual today.
I screamed out, the drunk behind me screamed /mocking me instead of being a real man and showing concerN.
I'm so absolutely disgusted dealing with all of the drunks everyday in Flagstaff. This is the fault of the bus drivers they're not supposed to let drunks on but there are always multiple drunks on the buses...
This drunk man followed me off the bus and continued mocking me at the transfer center.
Nothing is broken but it's definitely traumatic to have something like this happen and I wish I could avoid this driver spots but it's going to be impossible, I will no longer exit in the rear out of fear that this could happen again
Friday, October 27, 2017
Did I tell you? After 2 years of homelessness in Indiana from 03 to 05 I was forced to return to Baltimore on Memorial day (2005)
In my first 3 hours back in Baltimore city I was the victim of a misdemeanor crime.
If he had been caught, He would have been forced to register as a sex offender!
Tuesday, October 24, 2017
Monday, October 23, 2017
I spent close to 10 years living in places exactly like the place described on tonight's new series called horror at the Cecil Hotel
The only difference is that I did indeed barely get out with my life
I talked about some of those horrific experiences or shall I say I mentioned some of those horrific places in the labels but there have been so many that there's no way that I could list all of them
Friday, October 20, 2017
Wednesday, October 18, 2017
These places are run by some combination of the above moron employees:
Brainless bumbling fools
You're better off seriously I'll than with these places that excel at ruining your life and giving you heart attack stress!
Tuesday, October 17, 2017
Saturday, October 14, 2017
Friday, October 13, 2017
Thursday, October 12, 2017
Wednesday, October 11, 2017
I've had many deep conversations with our bus drivers over the years.
I've witnessed a major decline in service on many levels.
According to one driver , one driver worked 95 hours last week due to mandatory overtime!
All driver's were told no more lunch breaks!
11 driver's recently quit.
About half of driver's speed and constantly slam on brakes.
Non service dogs allowed on.
Even when there is screaming and even physical abuse on busses drivers do nothing.
I dread riding busses for many reasons.
Tuesday, October 10, 2017
I could strongly relate to Ice Cube in so many ways.
It's funny his favorite song is also my favorite song of his the song called it was a good day
One of my favorite quotes from one of his movies that was mentioned during his interview with Dan Rather is a quote that of course deeply resonates with me.
He said to the journalist in one of his movies:
"I'm a journalist just like you but I report from the hood!"
I don't ever talk about it in any detail but it is really frightening to live in a body that is wracked with such severe pain and weakness. Live in a body that is wracked with numerous diseases one of the latest of which are liver and gallbladder disease symptoms.
I can barely walk without such excruciating back pain that I have to get into bed and stay there for a day or two before I can go back out again, I can't run more than one errand or two errands in a day now that I'm on foot because there is so much walking and it's so painful
I'm still awake around the clock and I've had a chronic cough for a few months now it's painful to cough painful on my chest. The lack of sleep is really hurting my immune system and I'm having to piece together visits at the Urgent Care since I don't have any decent Medical Care out in the community
The peripheral neuropathy is the feeling that your arms and hands feet and legs are being held in a fiery cauldron while at the same time I feel pins and needles and electricity and like somebody is using knives all over my limbs, that's symptoms started around 2003-2004 when the Lyme disease started really taking its effect
My tinnitus is worsening and so is my vision. For the last few years I've had eye pain that is so severe that it is not uncommon for it to take me a few hours before I can even open my eyes
Every single system is affected, I can't think of the system in my body that isn't affected as I watch this gradual and terrifying breakdown
Monday, October 9, 2017
Sunday, October 8, 2017
Friday, October 6, 2017
When I first arrived in Flagstaff , the manager of one of the slum hotels that I was homeless in told me that people come to Flagstaff on vacation but they leave on probation! (That manager also was a criminal and a cruel human)
Other things that I've learned since I've been here are that o. G. Means Original Gangster
My neighbor at the Relax Inn her daughter is a coyote my neighbor told me that her daughter is a really mean person. One day she told me see that van out there there are 20 Mexicans in the back of that van. I asked her what a coyote is and she told me that it's a person who illegally transports aliens to America from places like Mexico
I learned that P. O.is a probation officer.
And Pedro described his "tats" telling me he belongs to the Mexican Mafia!
One of the first long-term homeless mentally ill people that I met here will call him Nick.
I told him the things I was willing to do to help him make his life better, break the cycle of homelessness and clean up from addiction.
I'll tell you that there are certain things that I offered to do but ONLY if the homeless people meet me halfway and agree to doing XY and Z on their own.
It was clear that Nick had no intention of doing his part therefore I refused to do anything else to try to help him..
He had a really sweet spirit with a bachelor's degree and even spent some time as a Mormon. I came to care about him. My heart was broken when I opened the newspaper shortly after the 2013 Prescott fire that killed about 30 fireman; I read that Nick set seven fires around Flagstaff! I had no idea he was an arsonist!
In the six and a half years I've been here I can only think of one single man that I've met that didn't have a long criminal history!
The education I never asked for!
Tuesday, October 3, 2017
Really fun new documentary! This flower child gives her stamp of approval!
Monday, October 2, 2017
My heart is moved to know that Carol ( the Facebook friend that I have the most in common with) is on the scene right now helping out at the scene of the Vegas massacre.
Thank you Carol! (She lives walking distance away)
Sunday, October 1, 2017
Bare with me on the grammar I am using my voice recognition on my smartphone
I could strongly relate to this movie on so many levels and I highly recommend it. What a history lesson!
I could strongly relate to Edna gladney because she care so much about social justice, children's rights ,children's advocacy and like me had loved hundreds if children.
I could also strongly relate to her because she had a lot of personal loss; her husband, a baby, a best friend to suicide upon finding out her adoptive mother wasn't her biological mother.
I could strongly relate to the babies in the movie because of being adopted and in my case I don't know my story I don't know if I was in foster care I don't know if my birth mother was with my biological father more than one time, there is so much that I don't know
Even though the phrase illegitimate is no longer on birth certificates I could strongly relate to how being lost to adoption and/or lost to children's homes affects you deeply for the rest of your life.
This movie the true story of mover and shaker Edna Gladney in the turn of the century.
Friday, September 29, 2017
Colette is highly sensitive person like me highly intuitive possibly even a psychic like I am. She is absolutely right when she says that the police are not going to protect us against our stalkers it all lays on our shoulders to try to stay alive
Wednesday, September 27, 2017
Sunday, September 24, 2017
Saturday, September 23, 2017
Thursday, September 21, 2017
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Monday, September 18, 2017
Sunday, September 17, 2017
Friday, September 15, 2017
Thursday, September 14, 2017
Wednesday, September 13, 2017
In the last year I experienced thundersnow for the first time.
I've had dozens if not hundreds of "weather firsts" here such as being forced to be outside walking in 60 plus mph wind in June 2011
Seeing snow in June
3 feet of hail in July
And 2016/2017 we broke records for snowfall. Average is 100 (to 200?) I know in 67 we got 200 inches
We had roughly the fourteenth wettest monsoon season this year too
I love weather t.v.
Most of my 3 to 4 dozen diagnoses are untreated, I've never told doctors, they don't ever acknowledge how seriously ill I am.
I.e. my throat is violently sore, my entire mouth tongue and throat are on burning fire, pins and needles, chronically since about 2000.
What if your whole body was in excruciating pain all the time? You're too weak to stand.
Who wants a life of running from doc. to doc. especially when you're in poverty? A complete waste.
Tuesday, September 12, 2017
Sunday, September 10, 2017
Monday, September 4, 2017
Saturday, September 2, 2017
Turns out my paternal grandmother Jean was a Peabody trained pianist!
My adoptive parents forced me to study piano as a child for 5 years. (Not my forte)
But as a teen and twenties I got very interested and CHOSE to take lessons.
Still, my true gift is as a vocalist.
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Many parallels between adoptee and murderer Jeffrey landrigans life and my life.
We are same age, he breaks out of prison in 89 (year I met birthmother) to flee to Arizona (I fled to Arizona) to unsuccessfully find his birthmother....
In 90 , we both cut off contact with our adoptive parents.
He and his biological father Darryl Hill who he never got to meet in person or both on death row
Monday, August 28, 2017
Yesterday, as I approached the bus stop, I was immediately given a flower by a 4 year old girl named jojo.
She said: "Because I want you to be happy!"
So, I taught her and her baby brother (and her 30 y.o. mom!) the song: Where have all the flowers gone!
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Wow! John's Hopkins (university named after him) was a pallbearer at my great grandfather's (Sylvester King) funeral in Baltimore!
It looks like funeral happened in the same Towson building I worked in! (Church and preschool)
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Monday, August 21, 2017
For many years, if I wanted to take a drive (while in Baltimore) I would drive as far northwest as possible on Reisterstown road having no clue my biological family lived on that road.
And, I would drive Falls road having no idea that my biological paternal uncle lived in Falls road!
Coincidence or something more?
For 24 years or so, the weakness is so devastating, that it takes all I have to move a muscle.
I googled it and up popped an article about one if my dozens of diagnoses, endometriosis.
I was relieved that writer of article stated what I've been saying for years...it's as horrific ad advanced cancer. But worse I believe because it's a life sentence.
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Friday, August 18, 2017
Thursday, August 17, 2017
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
The more I learn about my biological family the more I am blown away at the parallels. For example in 2011 I made a drawing of me with a sign that said Tucson or bust because I didn't want to stay up here in the cold weather semicolon in the last year and a half or so I discovered that my biological Aunt who I don't even know what she looks like her name is Kitty actually lived and died in Tucson!
I also realize that there's a very strong chance that my half-sister and I were in some of the same classes at Towson University because we both started going there the same year even though she is two years younger than me. We are not in contact but these are just things that I've been able to piece together due to the fact that she is two years younger than me
There are so many more adoptee realizations someone just told me today that my biological father actually grew up in Randallstown which is the same place that I grew up
Monday, August 14, 2017
I just virtually met Cousin mark, a fourth cousin.
He traced my Cotton family line all the way back to the late sixteenth, early seventeenth century! (England)
Btw, I am 52 percent of u.k. heritage. This includes Ireland. My Irish ancestors settled in Baltimore circa 1800!
I'm an adoptee. I found birthmother at age 26, but we are not in contact.
There's an extremely strong chance my late adoptive father did regular business with my biological family since my biological family started the mid Atlantic Pepsi bottling franchise and Arnold, my adoptive father owned bars and restaurants in the early 70s.
But Arnold wouldn't have known they were my paternal biological family!
Friday, August 11, 2017
Decade after decade deal with same battles.
Today my large umbrella kept me from being hit my a car when I was in walkway
I had to use my umbrella to block a loose dog that was about to jump on me!
American dog owners ,(very true in Flagstaff) think they're too good to follow leash laws.
As an adoptee I have no way of knowing whether or not my biological family even know that I exist. Of course there are a couple who know that I exist but I don't know any details at all I don't know what any of my or I know only what a few of my biological family look like
So to be connected through my DNA results to the very cousin who has known about me for decades and cared a great deal about the fact that my biological father didn't want to have anything to do with me, is remarkable!
It just brings a tear to my eye to know that not only did someone in my family know that I exist but they cared about what kind of life I would have with no father!
Thursday, August 10, 2017
Wednesday, August 9, 2017
I wouldn't have bothered doing my DNA test but one of the Facebook groups will pay for your test if your low income I think it's one of the groups for adoptees. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that I meet a cousin who is helping me to learn what my family are like and sending me pictures on a regular basis since I got my results about 12 days ago
This is Uncle Willie my great uncle Willie he lost his leg hopping trains, maybe I got my Wild and Free Spirit from him!
Sunday, August 6, 2017
Sunday, July 30, 2017
Saturday, July 29, 2017
Friday, July 28, 2017
Got my DNA results. 236 fourth cousin and closer matches.
Of all the crazy (at this point unexplained) surprises; I've been contacted by one of my matches who is a Snyder.
But Snyder is my adoptive parents name. Say what?!
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
Sunday, July 23, 2017
Friday, July 21, 2017
Thursday, July 20, 2017
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Saturday, July 8, 2017
Friday, July 7, 2017
Now that I'm in Flagstaff it's easy and natural to be kind outgoing and friendly. I've truly regained my playful self with the wicked sense of humor.
Its e.z. now that I don't have a virtual fuckin gun at my head every goddamn minute like I did in Baltimore!
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Eli# (not real name) is profoundly developmentally disabled and was mt next door neighbor for a year.
Today he said he's 38 and a virgin.
Says hes lookin for a sugar mama! Says if he could have just one wish he wants Pamela Anderson!
Wednesday, June 28, 2017
Monday, June 26, 2017
Sunday, June 25, 2017
Saturday, June 24, 2017
Thursday, June 22, 2017
based on what I've read on the internet I'm diagnosing myself with fatal familial insomnia
I am not going for a sleep study because I have heard that they're torturous and I know that having wires hooked all over me will also make it impossible to fall asleep I just taking it upon myself to switch my medications on my own
The walk-in emergency clinic turn me away and the earliest they can see me is in two more weeks and I just feel like I can't stand the idea of being awake for another 2 weeks. I don't know anyone else like me who can stay awake for more than a month at a time other than Michael Jackson sounds like propofol might be a good idea for me but I'll bet doctors are hesitant to prescribe it even though the severe insomnia can kill you
It would be extremely difficult to get to my own doctor because everything in Flagstaff is a long hilly difficult and where Rocky walk from the bus stop to wherever it is that you need to go and I'm simply too weak to truly walk anymore
Monday, June 19, 2017
in the last 4 weeks I've slept 8 hours in a block of two different nights other than that I don't fall asleep until after 6 a.m. and even then I don't fall asleep I mean if I'm lucky I'll sleep 3 minutes wake up be awake for 2 hours sleep another 3 minutes wake up this is just something that's been going on for my whole life and I'm barely standing
Cares events were designed so that apt. Residents will stay longer .......
They dont work in that regard; most folks stay 3 ti 10 months.
1200 fir a one bedroom apt. in a town where ur lucky to earn 400 a week before taxes!
Ive been in Flagstaff for 6.years. since roughly 2000 ive had virtually no exposure to relationships with well to do Americans.
When folks in poverty have no exposure to or ability to befriend folks who r succeeding in life their chances of bettering their lives are pretty much nil.
Welcome to my living hell.
Sunday, June 18, 2017
Saturday, June 17, 2017
Wednesday, June 14, 2017
Monday, June 12, 2017
Initially, I was curious if Arizona single men would b different from single men in Indiana and Baltimore, md.
But, I'd like to reiterate that nearly every single guy I've met is "bat shit crazy!"
(Coming from ME, the American woman whose had a worse life then anybody I've met and/or am aware of through books and reality t.v.!)
Friday, June 9, 2017
When I watch non fiction movies or t.v. shows I read articles about the person during commercials.
That being said: the larry hart movie was so beautiful, poignant and at the end very sad.
Living as a gay man in the 20s and 30s closeted, alcoholic and self conscious about his short stature was a very hard life.
The only satisfaction he got was writing music and performing. What a remarkable lifetime contribution! And a long list of musical stars in the movie.
Please check it out: "words and music"
Thursday, June 8, 2017
Tuesday, June 6, 2017
In the repetitive violent crimes that I was a victim of in Baltimore City Carroll County Maryland and Flagstaff Arizona the perpetrator used white paint to destroy my belongings my furniture and my clothing
I just learned by watching this particular True Crime show that white paint in the Vietnam culture is equivalent to death! This made my mouth hang open when I heard it
The stalker and perpetrators of the crimes against me never served a day in jail or prison I have reason to believe to this day that I am still being stalked because of the very frequent vandalism to my automobile where I'm currently living
I was recently forced to sell the car
Monday, May 29, 2017
Thursday, May 25, 2017
Being on the streets completely destroyed my body. I went fro working out regularly, dancing and walking up to 10 miles in a day,
to being wracked with bodywide excruciating pain 22/7 only occasionally able to stand up for more than a couple of minutes.
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Quality of life is still unacceptable and deplorable. (Yes , I'll never lose my sense of humor, don't let it fool you)
Primarily bedridden, seriously ill. Still a starvation wage, looks like I'll have to sell car, cant afford repairs.
I'm no idiot, even if I do introduce myself to the dozen-and-a-half relatives whose address is I now have I do not expect my life to ever improve enough for me to be able to tolerate.
I'm sicker with every passing year and don't plan to pursue any more medical care. It's a waste of my damn time!
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Saturday, May 6, 2017
Friday, May 5, 2017
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
Monday, May 1, 2017
Friday, April 28, 2017
Thursday, April 27, 2017
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
My ticket is 388$! every 90 days that I don't pay it off I will be find an extra $40 when I take into account the find that I'll get every 90 days it will take me 3 years to pay off this ticket at $15 a month!
There's no more debtors prison or hanging thank goodness, that's my only saving grace
Sunday, April 23, 2017
Saturday, April 22, 2017
Friday, April 21, 2017
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
With help from my support group, I just found my biological maternal aunt and a cousin.
Theres no guarantee they will reply, but if they reply affirmatively then: "OH HAPPY DAY!"
the big lesson ive learned in life is: Don't get your hopes up. I'll let you know if they get back to me!
Saturday, April 15, 2017
Adam was a fb friend who I communicated with regularly and was internationally famous for his euthanasia activism.
He was seriously ill like I am. His friends, virtual and face to face have been holding their collective breath knowing that any day now Adam will take his life.
R.I.p. adam maier clayton
Friday, April 14, 2017
Thursday, April 13, 2017
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Monday, April 10, 2017
my biological paternal family and My adoptive father we're all in the same business and we certainly worked together and did business together without realizing that I am the tie between them I was the common denominator!
Baltimore city bars, restaurants and bottling companies!
Saturday, April 8, 2017
Thursday, April 6, 2017
In these United States (as alluded to by Obama) it doesnt matter how kind or ethical you are, it doesn't matter that your life is about giving back and giving of yourself.
You only matter if you were lucky enough to be born into a wealthy family. You only matter because you are rich.
Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Monday, April 3, 2017
The six word challenge has been around for a number of years. Basically they pick the topic and you have to you six words to describe the topic work to answer the question
So if they were to ask for you to describe your life so far using only six words you would reply:
"Nothing short of a living hell."
I'll have to get to the library to get a better look what I just found my tree I mean this is the first time I've ever been able to actually see my tree that is the tree of lieutenant John King the Revolutionary War, as a result I am able to view over a hundred of my relatives! so I just introduced myself on Geni!
Sunday, April 2, 2017
I always ball from beginning to end on this show. For sadness then joy when they are reconciled.
Congratulations Sharon, Adrian and mum Ann. Im very happy for you!
Saturday, April 1, 2017
This 50th Anniversary Country Music Awards is absolutely extraordinary I didn't even realize I know nearly every country song between 1950 and 2005
Friday, March 31, 2017
This is the second time in one month where my psychic thing read me to Google particular person that I haven't thought about sometimes in decades just to find out they just died!
I thought about a game we played at kurts house once in 71 or 72, googled and he just died too!
R.I.p. Kurt Kesselman
Its a living hell. My skull is being crushed. My mouth teeth eyes are killing me. Someone is slamming the back of my skull with a sledge hammer....
Medications aren't helping , I have no neurologist. I've been living with this since my early twenties.
I surmise the lyme disease isn't helping. This is just a fraction of the suffering.
The landlord said this to the tenant after the tenants boyfriend murdered her 2 preschool children:
" you are young and you have far too much life force in you to give up !
get out of bed and go help other mothers who have lost their children otherwise you're going to be living to die!"
Thursday, March 30, 2017
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
So it's been about a four to six months weight with broken glasses and absolutely everything that can go wrong did go wrong I had to choose between three different frame types because my insurance would only cover the absolute cheapest of frames I trusted the retailer when she told me that I looked particularly good in this one type of frames but:
the glasses arrived to the retailer at the mall being manufactured with the wrong prescription I am furious!
(tried them on, frame type looks awful)
Another 2 to 4 week wait AND retailer told me not to order my glasses from Zenni or any other online manufacturer because they will just get the prescription wrong! well isn't this ironic.
I can try lions club again ( either for flattering frames or for a pair of glasses that I can read with but even this will be another maybe 5 week wait!)
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Saturday, March 25, 2017
Friday, March 24, 2017
Takeaway from these crime show; lookout! There are thousands of handsome, charismatic and well dressed men out there who will kill you and love it!
All 3 suspects in Heathers case fit the above description.
NEVER have initial dates in your home or the mans home.
Public place! (I choose daylight hours as an added precaution)
Thursday, March 23, 2017
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
This is similar to the volunteer job I created for myself in about 2005
I donate food
About this video, I love how the kids draw beautiful artwork on lunch bags)
Tuesday, March 21, 2017
Any period between 2007 and 2014 where I either didn't post at all, or posted music videos and the like was for a very sad reason
Ive been stalked since 2005. Between 05 and 13 (in particular) I feared for my life around the clock.
I was shot at, poisoned, followed, daily break ins, looting.
To my knowledge the perpetrators were never charged.
While Im still being targeted and dealing with repeat auto vandalism; as of 2015 I feel very safe mostly.
Through the years the violence escalated and cops had no particular interest in helping.
I knew Id b murdered, made a few attempts on my life with the knowledge that it's much better to take your own life then to be murdered.
Nowadays a post on pop culture doesn't mean im afraid to write the truth; conversely , I can honestly say that the details of this living hell I probably will not release in their entirety until after my passing
I've been looking for collaborators for quite a long time this is not something I can do on my own which is why my autobiography never got published.
Have you ever tried to write a book while you were on the run or in immense Danger ?I can only think of a couple of authors who have.
Monday, March 20, 2017
Got 3 friend requests from girls I knew in elementary and junior high.
They said some variation of:
You were so much fun
You were so happy
You were always smiling
(This is stunning, shocking, but Ill take it.!)
Sunday, March 19, 2017
I just think this is so exciting I had to put it in here before I'm even done watching the show Jennifer Gray's grandfather came over on the same ship that my great-grandfather came over on however her grandfather came over three years earlier than my great-grandfather did and they both arrived in New York!
some things have happened in the last couple of days that have reminded me that I am still capable of very deep joy.
The upcoming days will tell me whether or not I can hang on to feeling so encouraged.
I have nearly everything going against me.
I will say Trump doesn't scare me as much anymore. The millions of left wing (and rt. wing!) Trump protesters make me feel empowered.
Im still an activist, I sign many petitions each month, sent to me by:
(Some of the links might be dot com)
After reading the list of notable living Baltimoreans, looks like one of the names is very close relative.
That close relative had a very close relationship with Anne Franks family.
That being said, Ive wondered if any of my ancestors died in Holocaust...
History class bored me to death in school. But now that I know so much about my ancestors, I feel fascinated, truly connected to America n and European history.
Saturday, March 18, 2017
I regularly get messages from Gmail or Yahoo telling me that people are trying to hack into my accounts it's very scary and this time it's particularly freaky because the person who tried to break into my account is in the country of Iran!
I don't use that account anymore so I cant change passcode, dont remember.
Tell me about your experiences being hacked, stalked andor cyberstalked?
Ive wanted (needed?) To live in san Diego since 94.
But where can I go with a 750 month check.?
4/5 of subsidized programs that I was living in I experienced nearly daily felonies, violent crime.
I mean just to give you an example of what's going on in this country all I had to do yesterday was Google San Diego subsidized and Section 8 housing violent crime and a whole bunch of Articles popped up
I feel desperate to live in a mild climate year-round that would also allow me to control my weight because I'd be able to walk year round outside.
The logical thing to do would be to go to San Diego for vacation to explore it first but obviously there's no money to take trips or vacations to preview places to live period
So while I'm grateful in many ways it doesn't feel like a home where I'm at because I had to live in the apartment and the address was selected for me there is a slim chance that I could become a homeowner through various programs for low-income people but given hell absolutely grueling everything is and he'll absolutely grueling poverty is it's probably not even worth it to try to become a homeowner comma along move to an apartment in a warmer climate
To get into subsidized housing was a 11 and a half your weight. Yes I am redundant in my post but many of my current readers most of my current readers have not ever seen my older posts, so I don't feel bad about being redundant!
What has your experience been in regards to waiting for or living in subsidized housing in the United States or in other countries for that matter?
Its so rare to receive exemplary customer service in any industry...
So, when I do receive it I make sure to praise them. Often ill compliment them on their businesses fb page.
And, if its restaurant, taxi etc. I also give a generous tip WITH big compliment.
Heres an amazing story that happened to me around Christmas;
I called the Medicaid number to give them my new mailing address. The man replied: "I see here you have $60 in unused benefits. I'll tell you what items are in the catalog so you can place an order!
(Things like heating pads, or otc medications!)
I told him thats an amazing surprise Christmas present!
If you love Prince as much as I do you have absolutely got to see this true verdicts on what really happened regarding his death.
"I want my music to speak loudest for me."
Friday, March 17, 2017
Thursday, March 16, 2017
I made 5 or so trips to optical store for minor fixes, but 10 weeks ago earpiece broke off, then they bent.
8 weeks ago applied at lions club, never heard back.
Despite my having heard from insurance agent which places my insurance is contracted with (for eyeglass purchase) when I drove there yesterday she said, the agent was wrong.
She was kind enough to advocate for me to get another appointment at Lions Club
I made my roughly trip 7 to Nationwide Vision insurance and glasses place yesterday( by accident) I thought I had been told I could go there to get glasses but when I arrive the optician said no your access/medicaid does not cover glasses, only covers children.
And she took my card and said oh you have Access Health Choice! She said go ahead and start choosing which glasses you like so I did that and she said well your insurance notgoing to pay for any of those and your prescription is high that means that you're going to have to buy very very cheap frames. I picked up two pairs of cheap frames and she tried to put the order in the computer and it was rejected due to the fact that the cheap frames will not hold the heavy material necessary for my prescription.!
She charged me and this really surprise me she charged me $27 basically she is required to have me pay the co-pay immediately and then she sent an order hoping and praying that it will work but she doesn't know if it will or not and said she might end up having to refund my $27!! Stress!
Lot of run around and a lot of being told falsehoods. As I've been telling you for years everything is broken and nothing gets done right especially for the poor!
I have lots of panic attacks, dont sleep more then an hour a night.
Wednesday, March 15, 2017