Classic arts comes to the inner city, beautiful!
Thursday, September 21, 2017
Tuesday, September 19, 2017
Monday, September 18, 2017
Sunday, September 17, 2017
Friday, September 15, 2017
Thursday, September 14, 2017
Wednesday, September 13, 2017
In the last year I experienced thundersnow for the first time.
I've had dozens if not hundreds of "weather firsts" here such as being forced to be outside walking in 60 plus mph wind in June 2011
Seeing snow in June
3 feet of hail in July
And 2016/2017 we broke records for snowfall. Average is 100 (to 200?) I know in 67 we got 200 inches
We had roughly the fourteenth wettest monsoon season this year too
I love weather t.v.
Most of my 3 to 4 dozen diagnoses are untreated, I've never told doctors, they don't ever acknowledge how seriously ill I am.
I.e. my throat is violently sore, my entire mouth tongue and throat are on burning fire, pins and needles, chronically since about 2000.
What if your whole body was in excruciating pain all the time? You're too weak to stand.
Who wants a life of running from doc. to doc. especially when you're in poverty? A complete waste.
Tuesday, September 12, 2017
Sunday, September 10, 2017
Monday, September 4, 2017
Saturday, September 2, 2017
Turns out my paternal grandmother Jean was a Peabody trained pianist!
My adoptive parents forced me to study piano as a child for 5 years. (Not my forte)
But as a teen and twenties I got very interested and CHOSE to take lessons.
Still, my true gift is as a vocalist.
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Many parallels between adoptee and murderer Jeffrey landrigans life and my life.
We are same age, he breaks out of prison in 89 (year I met birthmother) to flee to Arizona (I fled to Arizona) to unsuccessfully find his birthmother....
In 90 , we both cut off contact with our adoptive parents.
He and his biological father Darryl Hill who he never got to meet in person or both on death row
Monday, August 28, 2017
Yesterday, as I approached the bus stop, I was immediately given a flower by a 4 year old girl named jojo.
She said: "Because I want you to be happy!"
So, I taught her and her baby brother (and her 30 y.o. mom!) the song: Where have all the flowers gone!
Wednesday, August 23, 2017
Wow! John's Hopkins (university named after him) was a pallbearer at my great grandfather's (Sylvester King) funeral in Baltimore!
It looks like funeral happened in the same Towson building I worked in! (Church and preschool)
Tuesday, August 22, 2017
Monday, August 21, 2017
For many years, if I wanted to take a drive (while in Baltimore) I would drive as far northwest as possible on Reisterstown road having no clue my biological family lived on that road.
And, I would drive Falls road having no idea that my biological paternal uncle lived in Falls road!
Coincidence or something more?
For 24 years or so, the weakness is so devastating, that it takes all I have to move a muscle.
I googled it and up popped an article about one if my dozens of diagnoses, endometriosis.
I was relieved that writer of article stated what I've been saying for years...it's as horrific ad advanced cancer. But worse I believe because it's a life sentence.
Sunday, August 20, 2017
Friday, August 18, 2017
Thursday, August 17, 2017
Wednesday, August 16, 2017
Tuesday, August 15, 2017
The more I learn about my biological family the more I am blown away at the parallels. For example in 2011 I made a drawing of me with a sign that said Tucson or bust because I didn't want to stay up here in the cold weather semicolon in the last year and a half or so I discovered that my biological Aunt who I don't even know what she looks like her name is Kitty actually lived and died in Tucson!
I also realize that there's a very strong chance that my half-sister and I were in some of the same classes at Towson University because we both started going there the same year even though she is two years younger than me. We are not in contact but these are just things that I've been able to piece together due to the fact that she is two years younger than me
There are so many more adoptee realizations someone just told me today that my biological father actually grew up in Randallstown which is the same place that I grew up
Monday, August 14, 2017
I just virtually met Cousin mark, a fourth cousin.
He traced my Cotton family line all the way back to the late sixteenth, early seventeenth century! (England)
Btw, I am 52 percent of u.k. heritage. This includes Ireland. My Irish ancestors settled in Baltimore circa 1800!
I'm an adoptee. I found birthmother at age 26, but we are not in contact.
There's an extremely strong chance my late adoptive father did regular business with my biological family since my biological family started the mid Atlantic Pepsi bottling franchise and Arnold, my adoptive father owned bars and restaurants in the early 70s.
But Arnold wouldn't have known they were my paternal biological family!
Friday, August 11, 2017
Decade after decade deal with same battles.
Today my large umbrella kept me from being hit my a car when I was in walkway
I had to use my umbrella to block a loose dog that was about to jump on me!
American dog owners ,(very true in Flagstaff) think they're too good to follow leash laws.
As an adoptee I have no way of knowing whether or not my biological family even know that I exist. Of course there are a couple who know that I exist but I don't know any details at all I don't know what any of my or I know only what a few of my biological family look like
So to be connected through my DNA results to the very cousin who has known about me for decades and cared a great deal about the fact that my biological father didn't want to have anything to do with me, is remarkable!
It just brings a tear to my eye to know that not only did someone in my family know that I exist but they cared about what kind of life I would have with no father!
Thursday, August 10, 2017
Wednesday, August 9, 2017
I wouldn't have bothered doing my DNA test but one of the Facebook groups will pay for your test if your low income I think it's one of the groups for adoptees. Never in my wildest dreams did I think that I meet a cousin who is helping me to learn what my family are like and sending me pictures on a regular basis since I got my results about 12 days ago
This is Uncle Willie my great uncle Willie he lost his leg hopping trains, maybe I got my Wild and Free Spirit from him!
Sunday, August 6, 2017
Sunday, July 30, 2017
Saturday, July 29, 2017
Friday, July 28, 2017
Got my DNA results. 236 fourth cousin and closer matches.
Of all the crazy (at this point unexplained) surprises; I've been contacted by one of my matches who is a Snyder.
But Snyder is my adoptive parents name. Say what?!
Thursday, July 27, 2017
Wednesday, July 26, 2017
Sunday, July 23, 2017
Friday, July 21, 2017
Thursday, July 20, 2017
Tuesday, July 18, 2017
Wednesday, July 12, 2017
Tuesday, July 11, 2017
Saturday, July 8, 2017
Friday, July 7, 2017
Now that I'm in Flagstaff it's easy and natural to be kind outgoing and friendly. I've truly regained my playful self with the wicked sense of humor.
Its e.z. now that I don't have a virtual fuckin gun at my head every goddamn minute like I did in Baltimore!
Wednesday, July 5, 2017
Tuesday, July 4, 2017
Sunday, July 2, 2017
Eli# (not real name) is profoundly developmentally disabled and was mt next door neighbor for a year.
Today he said he's 38 and a virgin.
Says hes lookin for a sugar mama! Says if he could have just one wish he wants Pamela Anderson!
Wednesday, June 28, 2017
Monday, June 26, 2017
Sunday, June 25, 2017
Saturday, June 24, 2017
Thursday, June 22, 2017
based on what I've read on the internet I'm diagnosing myself with fatal familial insomnia
I am not going for a sleep study because I have heard that they're torturous and I know that having wires hooked all over me will also make it impossible to fall asleep I just taking it upon myself to switch my medications on my own
The walk-in emergency clinic turn me away and the earliest they can see me is in two more weeks and I just feel like I can't stand the idea of being awake for another 2 weeks. I don't know anyone else like me who can stay awake for more than a month at a time other than Michael Jackson sounds like propofol might be a good idea for me but I'll bet doctors are hesitant to prescribe it even though the severe insomnia can kill you
It would be extremely difficult to get to my own doctor because everything in Flagstaff is a long hilly difficult and where Rocky walk from the bus stop to wherever it is that you need to go and I'm simply too weak to truly walk anymore
Monday, June 19, 2017
in the last 4 weeks I've slept 8 hours in a block of two different nights other than that I don't fall asleep until after 6 a.m. and even then I don't fall asleep I mean if I'm lucky I'll sleep 3 minutes wake up be awake for 2 hours sleep another 3 minutes wake up this is just something that's been going on for my whole life and I'm barely standing
Cares events were designed so that apt. Residents will stay longer .......
They dont work in that regard; most folks stay 3 ti 10 months.
1200 fir a one bedroom apt. in a town where ur lucky to earn 400 a week before taxes!
Ive been in Flagstaff for 6.years. since roughly 2000 ive had virtually no exposure to relationships with well to do Americans.
When folks in poverty have no exposure to or ability to befriend folks who r succeeding in life their chances of bettering their lives are pretty much nil.
Welcome to my living hell.
Sunday, June 18, 2017
Saturday, June 17, 2017
Wednesday, June 14, 2017
Monday, June 12, 2017
Initially, I was curious if Arizona single men would b different from single men in Indiana and Baltimore, md.
But, I'd like to reiterate that nearly every single guy I've met is "bat shit crazy!"
(Coming from ME, the American woman whose had a worse life then anybody I've met and/or am aware of through books and reality t.v.!)
Friday, June 9, 2017
When I watch non fiction movies or t.v. shows I read articles about the person during commercials.
That being said: the larry hart movie was so beautiful, poignant and at the end very sad.
Living as a gay man in the 20s and 30s closeted, alcoholic and self conscious about his short stature was a very hard life.
The only satisfaction he got was writing music and performing. What a remarkable lifetime contribution! And a long list of musical stars in the movie.
Please check it out: "words and music"
Thursday, June 8, 2017
Tuesday, June 6, 2017
In the repetitive violent crimes that I was a victim of in Baltimore City Carroll County Maryland and Flagstaff Arizona the perpetrator used white paint to destroy my belongings my furniture and my clothing
I just learned by watching this particular True Crime show that white paint in the Vietnam culture is equivalent to death! This made my mouth hang open when I heard it
The stalker and perpetrators of the crimes against me never served a day in jail or prison I have reason to believe to this day that I am still being stalked because of the very frequent vandalism to my automobile where I'm currently living
I was recently forced to sell the car
Monday, May 29, 2017
Thursday, May 25, 2017
Being on the streets completely destroyed my body. I went fro working out regularly, dancing and walking up to 10 miles in a day,
to being wracked with bodywide excruciating pain 22/7 only occasionally able to stand up for more than a couple of minutes.
Wednesday, May 24, 2017
Tuesday, May 23, 2017
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
Sunday, May 14, 2017
Thursday, May 11, 2017
Quality of life is still unacceptable and deplorable. (Yes , I'll never lose my sense of humor, don't let it fool you)
Primarily bedridden, seriously ill. Still a starvation wage, looks like I'll have to sell car, cant afford repairs.
I'm no idiot, even if I do introduce myself to the dozen-and-a-half relatives whose address is I now have I do not expect my life to ever improve enough for me to be able to tolerate.
I'm sicker with every passing year and don't plan to pursue any more medical care. It's a waste of my damn time!
Tuesday, May 9, 2017
Saturday, May 6, 2017
Friday, May 5, 2017
Wednesday, May 3, 2017
Tuesday, May 2, 2017
Monday, May 1, 2017
Friday, April 28, 2017
Thursday, April 27, 2017
Tuesday, April 25, 2017
My ticket is 388$! every 90 days that I don't pay it off I will be find an extra $40 when I take into account the find that I'll get every 90 days it will take me 3 years to pay off this ticket at $15 a month!
There's no more debtors prison or hanging thank goodness, that's my only saving grace
Sunday, April 23, 2017
Saturday, April 22, 2017
Friday, April 21, 2017
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
With help from my support group, I just found my biological maternal aunt and a cousin.
Theres no guarantee they will reply, but if they reply affirmatively then: "OH HAPPY DAY!"
the big lesson ive learned in life is: Don't get your hopes up. I'll let you know if they get back to me!
Saturday, April 15, 2017
Adam was a fb friend who I communicated with regularly and was internationally famous for his euthanasia activism.
He was seriously ill like I am. His friends, virtual and face to face have been holding their collective breath knowing that any day now Adam will take his life.
R.I.p. adam maier clayton
Friday, April 14, 2017
Thursday, April 13, 2017
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Monday, April 10, 2017
my biological paternal family and My adoptive father we're all in the same business and we certainly worked together and did business together without realizing that I am the tie between them I was the common denominator!
Baltimore city bars, restaurants and bottling companies!
Saturday, April 8, 2017
Thursday, April 6, 2017
In these United States (as alluded to by Obama) it doesnt matter how kind or ethical you are, it doesn't matter that your life is about giving back and giving of yourself.
You only matter if you were lucky enough to be born into a wealthy family. You only matter because you are rich.
Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Monday, April 3, 2017
The six word challenge has been around for a number of years. Basically they pick the topic and you have to you six words to describe the topic work to answer the question
So if they were to ask for you to describe your life so far using only six words you would reply:
"Nothing short of a living hell."
I'll have to get to the library to get a better look what I just found my tree I mean this is the first time I've ever been able to actually see my tree that is the tree of lieutenant John King the Revolutionary War, as a result I am able to view over a hundred of my relatives! so I just introduced myself on Geni!
Sunday, April 2, 2017
I always ball from beginning to end on this show. For sadness then joy when they are reconciled.
Congratulations Sharon, Adrian and mum Ann. Im very happy for you!
Saturday, April 1, 2017
This 50th Anniversary Country Music Awards is absolutely extraordinary I didn't even realize I know nearly every country song between 1950 and 2005
Friday, March 31, 2017
This is the second time in one month where my psychic thing read me to Google particular person that I haven't thought about sometimes in decades just to find out they just died!
I thought about a game we played at kurts house once in 71 or 72, googled and he just died too!
R.I.p. Kurt Kesselman
Its a living hell. My skull is being crushed. My mouth teeth eyes are killing me. Someone is slamming the back of my skull with a sledge hammer....
Medications aren't helping , I have no neurologist. I've been living with this since my early twenties.
I surmise the lyme disease isn't helping. This is just a fraction of the suffering.
The landlord said this to the tenant after the tenants boyfriend murdered her 2 preschool children:
" you are young and you have far too much life force in you to give up !
get out of bed and go help other mothers who have lost their children otherwise you're going to be living to die!"
Thursday, March 30, 2017
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
So it's been about a four to six months weight with broken glasses and absolutely everything that can go wrong did go wrong I had to choose between three different frame types because my insurance would only cover the absolute cheapest of frames I trusted the retailer when she told me that I looked particularly good in this one type of frames but:
the glasses arrived to the retailer at the mall being manufactured with the wrong prescription I am furious!
(tried them on, frame type looks awful)
Another 2 to 4 week wait AND retailer told me not to order my glasses from Zenni or any other online manufacturer because they will just get the prescription wrong! well isn't this ironic.
I can try lions club again ( either for flattering frames or for a pair of glasses that I can read with but even this will be another maybe 5 week wait!)
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Saturday, March 25, 2017
Friday, March 24, 2017
Takeaway from these crime show; lookout! There are thousands of handsome, charismatic and well dressed men out there who will kill you and love it!
All 3 suspects in Heathers case fit the above description.
NEVER have initial dates in your home or the mans home.
Public place! (I choose daylight hours as an added precaution)
Thursday, March 23, 2017
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
This is similar to the volunteer job I created for myself in about 2005
I donate food
About this video, I love how the kids draw beautiful artwork on lunch bags)
Tuesday, March 21, 2017
Any period between 2007 and 2014 where I either didn't post at all, or posted music videos and the like was for a very sad reason
Ive been stalked since 2005. Between 05 and 13 (in particular) I feared for my life around the clock.
I was shot at, poisoned, followed, daily break ins, looting.
To my knowledge the perpetrators were never charged.
While Im still being targeted and dealing with repeat auto vandalism; as of 2015 I feel very safe mostly.
Through the years the violence escalated and cops had no particular interest in helping.
I knew Id b murdered, made a few attempts on my life with the knowledge that it's much better to take your own life then to be murdered.
Nowadays a post on pop culture doesn't mean im afraid to write the truth; conversely , I can honestly say that the details of this living hell I probably will not release in their entirety until after my passing
I've been looking for collaborators for quite a long time this is not something I can do on my own which is why my autobiography never got published.
Have you ever tried to write a book while you were on the run or in immense Danger ?I can only think of a couple of authors who have.
Monday, March 20, 2017
Sunday, March 19, 2017
I just think this is so exciting I had to put it in here before I'm even done watching the show Jennifer Gray's grandfather came over on the same ship that my great-grandfather came over on however her grandfather came over three years earlier than my great-grandfather did and they both arrived in New York!
some things have happened in the last couple of days that have reminded me that I am still capable of very deep joy.
The upcoming days will tell me whether or not I can hang on to feeling so encouraged.
I have nearly everything going against me.
I will say Trump doesn't scare me as much anymore. The millions of left wing (and rt. wing!) Trump protesters make me feel empowered.
Im still an activist, I sign many petitions each month, sent to me by:
(Some of the links might be dot com)
After reading the list of notable living Baltimoreans, looks like one of the names is very close relative.
That close relative had a very close relationship with Anne Franks family.
That being said, Ive wondered if any of my ancestors died in Holocaust...
History class bored me to death in school. But now that I know so much about my ancestors, I feel fascinated, truly connected to America n and European history.
Saturday, March 18, 2017
I regularly get messages from Gmail or Yahoo telling me that people are trying to hack into my accounts it's very scary and this time it's particularly freaky because the person who tried to break into my account is in the country of Iran!
I don't use that account anymore so I cant change passcode, dont remember.
Tell me about your experiences being hacked, stalked andor cyberstalked?
Ive wanted (needed?) To live in san Diego since 94.
But where can I go with a 750 month check.?
4/5 of subsidized programs that I was living in I experienced nearly daily felonies, violent crime.
I mean just to give you an example of what's going on in this country all I had to do yesterday was Google San Diego subsidized and Section 8 housing violent crime and a whole bunch of Articles popped up
I feel desperate to live in a mild climate year-round that would also allow me to control my weight because I'd be able to walk year round outside.
The logical thing to do would be to go to San Diego for vacation to explore it first but obviously there's no money to take trips or vacations to preview places to live period
So while I'm grateful in many ways it doesn't feel like a home where I'm at because I had to live in the apartment and the address was selected for me there is a slim chance that I could become a homeowner through various programs for low-income people but given hell absolutely grueling everything is and he'll absolutely grueling poverty is it's probably not even worth it to try to become a homeowner comma along move to an apartment in a warmer climate
To get into subsidized housing was a 11 and a half your weight. Yes I am redundant in my post but many of my current readers most of my current readers have not ever seen my older posts, so I don't feel bad about being redundant!
What has your experience been in regards to waiting for or living in subsidized housing in the United States or in other countries for that matter?
Its so rare to receive exemplary customer service in any industry...
So, when I do receive it I make sure to praise them. Often ill compliment them on their businesses fb page.
And, if its restaurant, taxi etc. I also give a generous tip WITH big compliment.
Heres an amazing story that happened to me around Christmas;
I called the Medicaid number to give them my new mailing address. The man replied: "I see here you have $60 in unused benefits. I'll tell you what items are in the catalog so you can place an order!
(Things like heating pads, or otc medications!)
I told him thats an amazing surprise Christmas present!
If you love Prince as much as I do you have absolutely got to see this true verdicts on what really happened regarding his death.
"I want my music to speak loudest for me."
Friday, March 17, 2017
Thursday, March 16, 2017
I made 5 or so trips to optical store for minor fixes, but 10 weeks ago earpiece broke off, then they bent.
8 weeks ago applied at lions club, never heard back.
Despite my having heard from insurance agent which places my insurance is contracted with (for eyeglass purchase) when I drove there yesterday she said, the agent was wrong.
She was kind enough to advocate for me to get another appointment at Lions Club
I made my roughly trip 7 to Nationwide Vision insurance and glasses place yesterday( by accident) I thought I had been told I could go there to get glasses but when I arrive the optician said no your access/medicaid does not cover glasses, only covers children.
And she took my card and said oh you have Access Health Choice! She said go ahead and start choosing which glasses you like so I did that and she said well your insurance notgoing to pay for any of those and your prescription is high that means that you're going to have to buy very very cheap frames. I picked up two pairs of cheap frames and she tried to put the order in the computer and it was rejected due to the fact that the cheap frames will not hold the heavy material necessary for my prescription.!
She charged me and this really surprise me she charged me $27 basically she is required to have me pay the co-pay immediately and then she sent an order hoping and praying that it will work but she doesn't know if it will or not and said she might end up having to refund my $27!! Stress!
Lot of run around and a lot of being told falsehoods. As I've been telling you for years everything is broken and nothing gets done right especially for the poor!
I have lots of panic attacks, dont sleep more then an hour a night.
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
Monday, March 13, 2017
Sunday, March 12, 2017
I've always known that Hollywood will want my story because it is so absolutely outrageous and rare period I told you an awful lot but there's also an awful lot I haven't told you , in regards to the details.
Hollywood taking my story seems even more realistic, in that one of my relatives has already had a movie made about his life, and one of my biological relatives is a Hollywood director.
(But has never met me)
Saturday, March 11, 2017
One of the many fun days I had with will and james, 4 and 3 was teaching them about peace, diversity and how to make a peace sign with your fingers!
We drove the "parade" route on Charles st. on 9/11/02. "Remember the victims"
Thursday, March 9, 2017
Holy Bleep! Thank you, NPR!?
Was seeking images of my biological great grandfather, just to find out the story NPR did on Jews and beer has a photo of my ggf with his family!
I cant tell whose who, but Im sure the Jewish museum of Maryland would know.
Tuesday, March 7, 2017
With every passing week Im learning more about my roots, who I am.
Thanks, in part to the girls in my genealogy group!
I just found out my 4x ggf (or gggf) was born in Ireland in the 1800s and immigrated to Baltimore in the 1800s. as well!
This March 17, I'll don a "kiss me" shirt (green!) and it will have a much deeper meaning!
Monday, March 6, 2017
I had no idea that John Wilkes Booth was born in Maryland his brother Edwin sure did go through a lot First losing his father then his wife then finding out that his brother committed murder and then his brother dying, all within a few years wow.
Saturday, March 4, 2017
my birth mother must be a compulsive liar it turns out that she did not spend the first few years of her life in New Mexico as she claimed in fact she was born in Owings Mills Maryland basically right up the road from where I was raised by My adoptive parents as a baby she lives on Reisterstown Road also just three to five miles away from where I was raised Newman
My adoptive mother was also a liar claiming that my birth parents lived in Virginia
I now have names of my maternal great-grandparents their names were Sylvester King and Minerva Nelson
This is the first time I ever got to see the 2008 film from start to finish if I had known that they were making a dance movie just one mile from my apartment I would have gone and watched it being filmed.
While I'm certain I could benefit from a sleep study when I heard how horrible it is to be hooked up from head to toe
I know that I would never fall asleep at a study.
Unfortunately, I'm awake nearly all night every night with what I just googled gain,sleep paralysis forums.
sleep hallucinations hypnagogic and I can't remember the other one.
Im also sure I have ptsd nightmares.
Im a lucid vivid dreamer, likely as result of microsleeps.
Its a real sad situation. It would be too awkward to describe the details of the nightmares/hypnogogia but I can tell you, im always the victim of violent crimes.
No wonder I cant stay awake during the day. Additionally, my friend with lyme is sure my adrenal glands are shot.
Friday, March 3, 2017
" nobody had ever asked me in my life what it felt like to be me but once I have an opportunity to share that I felt true peace my son said that one day there would be a writer in the family and that it would be me!" (Paraphrase)
(Unfortunately I only got to see the last 1/2 of this poignant movie tonight on tbs with commercials. I could strongly relate to the servants life experiences on many manyy levels. Because, I haven't exactly had the typical experiences of an average white woman, as you know)
I know that the doctors don't even remotely grasp what life is like for me .
I mean my right arm is essentially useless because of shoulder bursitis.
my right foot near the toes the pain is so severe that I never know when I'll be able to walk. Even an up down motion of foot is unbearable.
There are also serious female issues, some too embarrassing to mention. Glad to be in menopause. Would bleed 2 weeks plus.
Even leaning over to brush teeth excruciating on spine.
If I sit for more then 10 minutes both limbs and feet fall asleep.
Big time vision disturbances with floaters. Slowly losing hearing.
Too embarrassed to go into depth about I.b.s. but some symptoms serious.
Frequent migraines and frequent nausea.
The pain is bodywide. I can't truly sleep. and arthritis and all of the joints has become quite severe anywhere from the neck all the way down to the tailbone
I never did come up with $75 to renew the medical marijuana card unfortunately and oxycontin really doesn't do anything at all to make life better
There's no question that I have Crohn's or colitis or something like that but calling it IBS is a big problem and I would truly say that the pain is excruciating and unbearable that's why the best part of my life is when I'm sleeping I'm just speaking in the my recorder with the situation so please bear with me. More than week I was limping I had to go to urgent care and they told me that because I had to go off gabapentin is why I can't walk without limping.
I thought I might have cancer because of lump on spine but it turned out to b just a cyst.
Couple this with abject poverty and its nothing short of living hell.
Most of the girls in my lyme group are lyme literate and can pinpoint exactly which aspects of lyme disease are causing my problems.
Again since I cant type easily on a smartphone, this piece will have some repetition and hasn't been corrected.
Thursday, March 2, 2017
This is the first time ever I've seen Primetime Justice with Ashleigh Banfield and I can pretty much bet my bottom dollar that you will never again in history seen a Baltimore story and a Flagstaff story in one news program ever again!
To Flagstaff cop that punched a female citizen did indeed quit the team. While I can't say how effective Flagstaff cops are I can say that they are the kindest and most polite I have ever met.
A flag bus was hijacked last night, no citizens harmed physically, but likely traumatized for life.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Monday, February 27, 2017
Sunday, February 26, 2017
I'm making wonderful progress in my genealogy research on my family but I will see pictures and hear stories. This is a tough thing to do when neither your biological mother or your father want to do anything to help you.
My paternal great g/f travelled from Belgium to n.y., arrival 1910, age 20,occupation was sailor.
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Friday, February 24, 2017
Been googling kids I nannied and/or taught between 1979 and 2002.
Blown away at what some of them have become!
That being said a special congratulations to Courtney Fontaine the first child I officially nannied!
Shes been acting, writing professionally for 10 plus years now!
Thursday, February 23, 2017
Sunday, February 12, 2017
I've got to say what they showed in this movie Nightmare on Elm Street probably isn't much worse than what I went through when I lived on Elm Street with Peter in 2001 in Baltimore
Anyhow the reason I'm making this post is because encourage you to Google images of actress Kim Myers age 20 and actress Meryl Streep at about age 20 I'm blown away at how much they look alike!
Friday, February 10, 2017
I will have an inkling to Google someone someone who strongly on my mind at a particular moment, I'll Google them just to find out that they died a few days ago or something of that sort.
I hadn't talked with Adam for quite a long time. But tonight I was watching a movie in this particular actor reminded me of Adam so I just Googled him to find out that he died two weeks ago at the age of 57!
To my knowledge he was in very good health but his mother did commit suicide so I'm very very curious how he ended up passing.
R.I.p. Adam Abba Tessman of Lafayette, Indiana
So, its not cancer, just a cyst.
Someone (perp, stalker?) Pulled the flap out of gas tank
But it wont need repaired.
Wrote long letter to director of clinic about incompetence and unprofessionalism amongst roomers, receptionists.
Just been at the end of my rope for many years.