Saturday, April 22, 2017
Friday, April 21, 2017
Thursday, April 20, 2017
Wednesday, April 19, 2017
Tuesday, April 18, 2017
Monday, April 17, 2017
With help from my support group, I just found my biological maternal aunt and a cousin.
Theres no guarantee they will reply, but if they reply affirmatively then: "OH HAPPY DAY!"
the big lesson ive learned in life is: Don't get your hopes up. I'll let you know if they get back to me!
Saturday, April 15, 2017
Adam was a fb friend who I communicated with regularly and was internationally famous for his euthanasia activism.
He was seriously ill like I am. His friends, virtual and face to face have been holding their collective breath knowing that any day now Adam will take his life.
R.I.p. adam maier clayton
Friday, April 14, 2017
I'm stunned to learn that I have such deep Midwest ern roots.
My biological maternal grandfather and his siblings were raised in Peoria and his ancestors have been in Illinois a long time!
Marion Duchane (never seen any photos of him though)
Thursday, April 13, 2017
Wednesday, April 12, 2017
Monday, April 10, 2017
my biological paternal family and My adoptive father we're all in the same business and we certainly worked together and did business together without realizing that I am the tie between them I was the common denominator!
Baltimore city bars, restaurants and bottling companies!
Saturday, April 8, 2017
Thursday, April 6, 2017
In these United States (as alluded to by Obama) it doesnt matter how kind or ethical you are, it doesn't matter that your life is about giving back and giving of yourself.
You only matter if you were lucky enough to be born into a wealthy family. You only matter because you are rich.
Tuesday, April 4, 2017
Monday, April 3, 2017
The six word challenge has been around for a number of years. Basically they pick the topic and you have to you six words to describe the topic work to answer the question
So if they were to ask for you to describe your life so far using only six words you would reply:
"Nothing short of a living hell."
I'll have to get to the library to get a better look what I just found my tree I mean this is the first time I've ever been able to actually see my tree that is the tree of lieutenant John King the Revolutionary War, as a result I am able to view over a hundred of my relatives! so I just introduced myself on Geni!
Sunday, April 2, 2017
I always ball from beginning to end on this show. For sadness then joy when they are reconciled.
Congratulations Sharon, Adrian and mum Ann. Im very happy for you!
Saturday, April 1, 2017
This 50th Anniversary Country Music Awards is absolutely extraordinary I didn't even realize I know nearly every country song between 1950 and 2005
Friday, March 31, 2017
This is the second time in one month where my psychic thing read me to Google particular person that I haven't thought about sometimes in decades just to find out they just died!
I thought about a game we played at kurts house once in 71 or 72, googled and he just died too!
R.I.p. Kurt Kesselman
Its a living hell. My skull is being crushed. My mouth teeth eyes are killing me. Someone is slamming the back of my skull with a sledge hammer....
Medications aren't helping , I have no neurologist. I've been living with this since my early twenties.
I surmise the lyme disease isn't helping. This is just a fraction of the suffering.
The landlord said this to the tenant after the tenants boyfriend murdered her 2 preschool children:
" you are young and you have far too much life force in you to give up !
get out of bed and go help other mothers who have lost their children otherwise you're going to be living to die!"
Thursday, March 30, 2017
Wednesday, March 29, 2017
Tuesday, March 28, 2017
So it's been about a four to six months weight with broken glasses and absolutely everything that can go wrong did go wrong I had to choose between three different frame types because my insurance would only cover the absolute cheapest of frames I trusted the retailer when she told me that I looked particularly good in this one type of frames but:
the glasses arrived to the retailer at the mall being manufactured with the wrong prescription I am furious!
(tried them on, frame type looks awful)
Another 2 to 4 week wait AND retailer told me not to order my glasses from Zenni or any other online manufacturer because they will just get the prescription wrong! well isn't this ironic.
I can try lions club again ( either for flattering frames or for a pair of glasses that I can read with but even this will be another maybe 5 week wait!)
Sunday, March 26, 2017
Saturday, March 25, 2017
Friday, March 24, 2017
Takeaway from these crime show; lookout! There are thousands of handsome, charismatic and well dressed men out there who will kill you and love it!
All 3 suspects in Heathers case fit the above description.
NEVER have initial dates in your home or the mans home.
Public place! (I choose daylight hours as an added precaution)
Thursday, March 23, 2017
Wednesday, March 22, 2017
This is similar to the volunteer job I created for myself in about 2005
I donate food
About this video, I love how the kids draw beautiful artwork on lunch bags)
Tuesday, March 21, 2017
Any period between 2007 and 2014 where I either didn't post at all, or posted music videos and the like was for a very sad reason
Ive been stalked since 2005. Between 05 and 13 (in particular) I feared for my life around the clock.
I was shot at, poisoned, followed, daily break ins, looting.
To my knowledge the perpetrators were never charged.
While Im still being targeted and dealing with repeat auto vandalism; as of 2015 I feel very safe mostly.
Through the years the violence escalated and cops had no particular interest in helping.
I knew Id b murdered, made a few attempts on my life with the knowledge that it's much better to take your own life then to be murdered.
Nowadays a post on pop culture doesn't mean im afraid to write the truth; conversely , I can honestly say that the details of this living hell I probably will not release in their entirety until after my passing
I've been looking for collaborators for quite a long time this is not something I can do on my own which is why my autobiography never got published.
Have you ever tried to write a book while you were on the run or in immense Danger ?I can only think of a couple of authors who have.
Monday, March 20, 2017
Sunday, March 19, 2017
I just think this is so exciting I had to put it in here before I'm even done watching the show Jennifer Gray's grandfather came over on the same ship that my great-grandfather came over on however her grandfather came over three years earlier than my great-grandfather did and they both arrived in New York!
some things have happened in the last couple of days that have reminded me that I am still capable of very deep joy.
The upcoming days will tell me whether or not I can hang on to feeling so encouraged.
I have nearly everything going against me.
I will say Trump doesn't scare me as much anymore. The millions of left wing (and rt. wing!) Trump protesters make me feel empowered.
Im still an activist, I sign many petitions each month, sent to me by:
(Some of the links might be dot com)
After reading the list of notable living Baltimoreans, looks like one of the names is very close relative.
That close relative had a very close relationship with Anne Franks family.
That being said, Ive wondered if any of my ancestors died in Holocaust...
History class bored me to death in school. But now that I know so much about my ancestors, I feel fascinated, truly connected to America n and European history.
Saturday, March 18, 2017
I regularly get messages from Gmail or Yahoo telling me that people are trying to hack into my accounts it's very scary and this time it's particularly freaky because the person who tried to break into my account is in the country of Iran!
I don't use that account anymore so I cant change passcode, dont remember.
Tell me about your experiences being hacked, stalked andor cyberstalked?
Ive wanted (needed?) To live in san Diego since 94.
But where can I go with a 750 month check.?
4/5 of subsidized programs that I was living in I experienced nearly daily felonies, violent crime.
I mean just to give you an example of what's going on in this country all I had to do yesterday was Google San Diego subsidized and Section 8 housing violent crime and a whole bunch of Articles popped up
I feel desperate to live in a mild climate year-round that would also allow me to control my weight because I'd be able to walk year round outside.
The logical thing to do would be to go to San Diego for vacation to explore it first but obviously there's no money to take trips or vacations to preview places to live period
So while I'm grateful in many ways it doesn't feel like a home where I'm at because I had to live in the apartment and the address was selected for me there is a slim chance that I could become a homeowner through various programs for low-income people but given hell absolutely grueling everything is and he'll absolutely grueling poverty is it's probably not even worth it to try to become a homeowner comma along move to an apartment in a warmer climate
To get into subsidized housing was a 11 and a half your weight. Yes I am redundant in my post but many of my current readers most of my current readers have not ever seen my older posts, so I don't feel bad about being redundant!
What has your experience been in regards to waiting for or living in subsidized housing in the United States or in other countries for that matter?
Its so rare to receive exemplary customer service in any industry...
So, when I do receive it I make sure to praise them. Often ill compliment them on their businesses fb page.
And, if its restaurant, taxi etc. I also give a generous tip WITH big compliment.
Heres an amazing story that happened to me around Christmas;
I called the Medicaid number to give them my new mailing address. The man replied: "I see here you have $60 in unused benefits. I'll tell you what items are in the catalog so you can place an order!
(Things like heating pads, or otc medications!)
I told him thats an amazing surprise Christmas present!
If you love Prince as much as I do you have absolutely got to see this true verdicts on what really happened regarding his death.
"I want my music to speak loudest for me."
Friday, March 17, 2017
Thursday, March 16, 2017
I made 5 or so trips to optical store for minor fixes, but 10 weeks ago earpiece broke off, then they bent.
8 weeks ago applied at lions club, never heard back.
Despite my having heard from insurance agent which places my insurance is contracted with (for eyeglass purchase) when I drove there yesterday she said, the agent was wrong.
She was kind enough to advocate for me to get another appointment at Lions Club
I made my roughly trip 7 to Nationwide Vision insurance and glasses place yesterday( by accident) I thought I had been told I could go there to get glasses but when I arrive the optician said no your access/medicaid does not cover glasses, only covers children.
And she took my card and said oh you have Access Health Choice! She said go ahead and start choosing which glasses you like so I did that and she said well your insurance notgoing to pay for any of those and your prescription is high that means that you're going to have to buy very very cheap frames. I picked up two pairs of cheap frames and she tried to put the order in the computer and it was rejected due to the fact that the cheap frames will not hold the heavy material necessary for my prescription.!
She charged me and this really surprise me she charged me $27 basically she is required to have me pay the co-pay immediately and then she sent an order hoping and praying that it will work but she doesn't know if it will or not and said she might end up having to refund my $27!! Stress!
Lot of run around and a lot of being told falsehoods. As I've been telling you for years everything is broken and nothing gets done right especially for the poor!
I have lots of panic attacks, dont sleep more then an hour a night.
Wednesday, March 15, 2017
Tuesday, March 14, 2017
Monday, March 13, 2017
Sunday, March 12, 2017
I've always known that Hollywood will want my story because it is so absolutely outrageous and rare period I told you an awful lot but there's also an awful lot I haven't told you , in regards to the details.
Hollywood taking my story seems even more realistic, in that one of my relatives has already had a movie made about his life, and one of my biological relatives is a Hollywood director.
(But has never met me)
Saturday, March 11, 2017
One of the many fun days I had with will and james, 4 and 3 was teaching them about peace, diversity and how to make a peace sign with your fingers!
We drove the "parade" route on Charles st. on 9/11/02. "Remember the victims"
Thursday, March 9, 2017
Holy Bleep! Thank you, NPR!?
Was seeking images of my biological great grandfather, just to find out the story NPR did on Jews and beer has a photo of my ggf with his family!
I cant tell whose who, but Im sure the Jewish museum of Maryland would know.
Tuesday, March 7, 2017
With every passing week Im learning more about my roots, who I am.
Thanks, in part to the girls in my genealogy group!
I just found out my 4x ggf (or gggf) was born in Ireland in the 1800s and immigrated to Baltimore in the 1800s. as well!
This March 17, I'll don a "kiss me" shirt (green!) and it will have a much deeper meaning!
Monday, March 6, 2017
I had no idea that John Wilkes Booth was born in Maryland his brother Edwin sure did go through a lot First losing his father then his wife then finding out that his brother committed murder and then his brother dying, all within a few years wow.
Saturday, March 4, 2017
my birth mother must be a compulsive liar it turns out that she did not spend the first few years of her life in New Mexico as she claimed in fact she was born in Owings Mills Maryland basically right up the road from where I was raised by My adoptive parents as a baby she lives on Reisterstown Road also just three to five miles away from where I was raised Newman
My adoptive mother was also a liar claiming that my birth parents lived in Virginia
I now have names of my maternal great-grandparents their names were Sylvester King and Minerva Nelson
This is the first time I ever got to see the 2008 film from start to finish if I had known that they were making a dance movie just one mile from my apartment I would have gone and watched it being filmed.
While I'm certain I could benefit from a sleep study when I heard how horrible it is to be hooked up from head to toe
I know that I would never fall asleep at a study.
Unfortunately, I'm awake nearly all night every night with what I just googled gain,sleep paralysis forums.
sleep hallucinations hypnagogic and I can't remember the other one.
Im also sure I have ptsd nightmares.
Im a lucid vivid dreamer, likely as result of microsleeps.
Its a real sad situation. It would be too awkward to describe the details of the nightmares/hypnogogia but I can tell you, im always the victim of violent crimes.
No wonder I cant stay awake during the day. Additionally, my friend with lyme is sure my adrenal glands are shot.
Friday, March 3, 2017
" nobody had ever asked me in my life what it felt like to be me but once I have an opportunity to share that I felt true peace my son said that one day there would be a writer in the family and that it would be me!" (Paraphrase)
(Unfortunately I only got to see the last 1/2 of this poignant movie tonight on tbs with commercials. I could strongly relate to the servants life experiences on many manyy levels. Because, I haven't exactly had the typical experiences of an average white woman, as you know)
I know that the doctors don't even remotely grasp what life is like for me .
I mean my right arm is essentially useless because of shoulder bursitis.
my right foot near the toes the pain is so severe that I never know when I'll be able to walk. Even an up down motion of foot is unbearable.
There are also serious female issues, some too embarrassing to mention. Glad to be in menopause. Would bleed 2 weeks plus.
Even leaning over to brush teeth excruciating on spine.
If I sit for more then 10 minutes both limbs and feet fall asleep.
Big time vision disturbances with floaters. Slowly losing hearing.
Too embarrassed to go into depth about I.b.s. but some symptoms serious.
Frequent migraines and frequent nausea.
The pain is bodywide. I can't truly sleep. and arthritis and all of the joints has become quite severe anywhere from the neck all the way down to the tailbone
I never did come up with $75 to renew the medical marijuana card unfortunately and oxycontin really doesn't do anything at all to make life better
There's no question that I have Crohn's or colitis or something like that but calling it IBS is a big problem and I would truly say that the pain is excruciating and unbearable that's why the best part of my life is when I'm sleeping I'm just speaking in the my recorder with the situation so please bear with me. More than week I was limping I had to go to urgent care and they told me that because I had to go off gabapentin is why I can't walk without limping.
I thought I might have cancer because of lump on spine but it turned out to b just a cyst.
Couple this with abject poverty and its nothing short of living hell.
Most of the girls in my lyme group are lyme literate and can pinpoint exactly which aspects of lyme disease are causing my problems.
Again since I cant type easily on a smartphone, this piece will have some repetition and hasn't been corrected.
Thursday, March 2, 2017
This is the first time ever I've seen Primetime Justice with Ashleigh Banfield and I can pretty much bet my bottom dollar that you will never again in history seen a Baltimore story and a Flagstaff story in one news program ever again!
To Flagstaff cop that punched a female citizen did indeed quit the team. While I can't say how effective Flagstaff cops are I can say that they are the kindest and most polite I have ever met.
A flag bus was hijacked last night, no citizens harmed physically, but likely traumatized for life.
Tuesday, February 28, 2017
Monday, February 27, 2017
Sunday, February 26, 2017
I'm making wonderful progress in my genealogy research on my family but I will see pictures and hear stories. This is a tough thing to do when neither your biological mother or your father want to do anything to help you.
My paternal great g/f travelled from Belgium to n.y., arrival 1910, age 20,occupation was sailor.
Saturday, February 25, 2017
Friday, February 24, 2017
Been googling kids I nannied and/or taught between 1979 and 2002.
Blown away at what some of them have become!
That being said a special congratulations to Courtney Fontaine the first child I officially nannied!
Shes been acting, writing professionally for 10 plus years now!
Thursday, February 23, 2017
Sunday, February 12, 2017
I've got to say what they showed in this movie Nightmare on Elm Street probably isn't much worse than what I went through when I lived on Elm Street with Peter in 2001 in Baltimore
Anyhow the reason I'm making this post is because encourage you to Google images of actress Kim Myers age 20 and actress Meryl Streep at about age 20 I'm blown away at how much they look alike!
Friday, February 10, 2017
I will have an inkling to Google someone someone who strongly on my mind at a particular moment, I'll Google them just to find out that they died a few days ago or something of that sort.
I hadn't talked with Adam for quite a long time. But tonight I was watching a movie in this particular actor reminded me of Adam so I just Googled him to find out that he died two weeks ago at the age of 57!
To my knowledge he was in very good health but his mother did commit suicide so I'm very very curious how he ended up passing.
R.I.p. Adam Abba Tessman of Lafayette, Indiana
So, its not cancer, just a cyst.
Someone (perp, stalker?) Pulled the flap out of gas tank
But it wont need repaired.
Wrote long letter to director of clinic about incompetence and unprofessionalism amongst roomers, receptionists.
Just been at the end of my rope for many years.
Thursday, February 9, 2017
Sunday, February 5, 2017
so about a month ago went into my primary care doctor and told her that I have a different type of severe back pain I couldn't actually point to it because I couldn't reach it she diagnosed it as a pulled muscle and the medication did not end up being covered by my insurance
Will just now I tried to touch that part of my back and I feel a very large lump something doesn't feel right about that Primary Care office but there aren't very many options in this small town I will make sure tomorrow that I get sent for biopsy
Friday, February 3, 2017
Monday, January 30, 2017
Friday, January 27, 2017
The car's been vandalized regularly ever since I got it two and a half years ago they like to see the car they like to take a hammer and make holes in the frame they like to destroy my bumper stickers in fact I just replaced my bumper stickers and then they keep coming back trying to tear my Bernie sticker into shreds
I know this is got to be something personal because they're also defacing stickers that have nothing to do with politics
Thursday, January 26, 2017
Tuesday, January 24, 2017
Not safe to walk to bus, not necessarily safe to drive car, but if I stay immobile much longer I increase risk of blood clots.
Must attempt to get to a grocery store.
Flagstaff expecting up to 3 inches snow today.
Wont climb above 35 Fahrenheit for another week.
Talking about weather ceases to be small talk when it causes you to be under house arrest for such long periods!
Monday, January 23, 2017
Sunday, January 22, 2017
In march 97 I was working downtown at deap. My supervisor (highest up) gave me a bouquet of flowers and said "keep up the good work"
Next day, a woman with a lower position, fired me by leaving a message on my voicemail.
Nearly the same scenario happened at my live in 100 hr week position working at home for disabled.
I was cheated out of 3k!
The org. Has rep. of being very unethical. (Sooo many of those)
These symptoms commonly render my hands and arms useless.
I have to hold ice packs in the hopes of reducing burning.
I also have Raynauds.
The girls in my lyme disease Facebook groups seem to all be independently wealthy either themselves or their extended families because they are spending hundreds of thousands of dollars on Lyme literate medical doctors.
I don't have the means to do any of that nor do I have to desire to do any of that I have given up on ever having a normal life or on getting better so what's the point in running from specialist to specialist even if I did have the money
Saturday, January 21, 2017
I came over to YouTube looking to watch today's pussy Kratts protest on the mall when I got one of those things that is called recommended for you videos
The video was called Hotel Walmart before I click the start button my mind flashed over to the Walmart that is right up the road from me in Flagstaff, this is where I first learned about the phenomenon of living in the Walmart parking lot
Imagine my shock when I started the video and found out the story is being told at that very Walmart that is 2.7 miles away from where I live !
I was also interviewed a month after my arrival to flagstaff, just google "rock candy mountain"
Friday, January 20, 2017
Thursday, January 19, 2017
GWhichever way you look, you hear the same thing.
Watch your calories, reduce your calories.
But in the world I live in, no matter how hard we try, we can't get enough calories.
Demand at soup kitchens and food pantries is so high, the demand cant be met!
Youd b amazed at the number of Americans who don't have the money to eat healthful foods or to eat regularly.
Stay away. Mold infested and filled with cooking odors and second hand smoke.
I told them about the daily break ins, looting, death threats/they told me I was destroy ing my apt., staging the scene!
Manager was petty, lying bitch and purposely covered mold with paint.
The break ins started 3/1/2010 and continued until I was forced to flee on 4/7/2011.
I was forced to abandon my gorgeous (badly vandalized) emerald green buick.
Ahh, the colors! Remember when she comes onto set with a pregnancy dress that is perfectly patterned after the wallpaper in this scene?!
And better yet, the parallel love stories. Looks like women in the early sixties were willing to marry the first good looking man who looked their way!
Tuesday, January 17, 2017
I confirmed today after some journals were mailed to me, that despite some drs. Not believing me, I was indeed diagnosed with non epileptic seizures around 2009 in Maryland.
I do still have seizures that ive never mentioned to the Arizona drs.
Homelessness means I've lost virtually every material thing I ever owned.
Eventually, I came to terms with it and decided: "you still have your story"
Nothing else matters but to make sure it lives on even after I'm gone. That's been my obsession for 17 years.
Monday, January 16, 2017
Sunday, January 15, 2017
Roi wants to learn how his family dealt with racism. Like me, weboth have very abusive fathers due likely to their ptsd from war. (In my case, adoptive father)
My birthmother would be very surprised at how much time I spend researching my blood family.
Friday, January 13, 2017
I don't normally watch the view but im glad I saw it today because Diane Sawyer doing another special tonight on the poor in America.
10pm eastern on abc.
I think its called 20/20. I normally watch these documentaries about poor and homeless on YouTube.
Thursday, January 12, 2017
I can choose to be so bitter regarding the life I've had; as to never trust anybody, shut off my heart completely or I can open my heart just a sliver let the blessings in.
A man in my local fb group that has 30k people; offered to diagnose my car problem at no cost.
He came here I gave him my car key, he did a partial dx. And is coming back again at no cost.
I'm just saying that, based on the life I've had I can choose to believe he just wants to steal cars, no human can b trusted.
Or I.e. love is only for the slender, healthy, wealthy and beautiful.
Or, I can choose to open my heaRt; just a sliver!
After all, even Baltimore has kind people somewhere!
(Since ive come to flag, I estimate ive given out my phone number about 600 times to people I feel a special connection with or to people I volunteer for/homeless, etc.)
Wednesday, January 11, 2017
Twin sisters reunited after 10 years. Yes thats the mushy, sweet part.
The ugly part is that the ugly adoption industry have put them in separate adoptive families, and they will never get to live together until they are at least 18.
Tuesday, January 10, 2017
Ever notice how many t.v.shows and movies revolve around landlines and pay phones?
Its remarkable that writers for 21st century tv shows and movies can think up new material at all!Cell phones simply dont cut it in this regard!
Monday, January 9, 2017
I recently found my biological sisters fb page and scrolled through pictures of her and my birthmother through the ages.
Realization? My sister and I could pass as twins.
Second. There is an extremely strong chance my sister and I were in the same classroom for 1983/1984 freshman English 101 at Towson University!
Sunday, January 8, 2017
So I never did find what I was looking for but I broke down and started reading my ancestors book of genealogy and before I knew it it started mentioning Charles Mary Laura Ingalls in Wisconsin!!!
I don't know exactly what all of this means yet but it's awesome hobby to engulf oneself in
Very surprising, sad, insiteful to learn more about the conditions on the native Indian reservations.
What Riley learned about extreme abuse/neglect stats. regarding children in Native families is exactly what I observe EVERY SINGLE DAY I leave the house. (Here in flagstaff)
The severe muscle, spine pain and more means I only sleep in fragments of a few minutes.
Its unbearable desperate pain and every night you wonderful how much more you can take.
As I said before, I'm paralyzed for hours. Cant change positions, get extra blanket, and it takes me hours before I can get to bathroom.
This started in the eighties but got much worse after I incurred lyme disease.
I should let the experts and scientists see my 23 years 2wirth of journals that clearly back up their findings.
There is much depth to this study please click on link!
Saturday, January 7, 2017
I'm still being cyber stalked I just got yet another notification that this time someone in Canada tried to break into my email This time it's a defunct email but the one they tried to break into three months ago was not defunct.
The cyberstalking is not as serious as it was a couple of years ago but it's still scary!
When (many) people tell me (as example) that they could never live in such a cold climate like I do, I think
You could if you had to
Awww you poor thing, having to take your millions to buy multiple homes so you can climate hop.!
You poor thing who HAD to spend a million out of pocket in 2016 chasing a cure for your disease!
(Remember hall and oates? " you're a rich girl and it's going too far you know it don't matter anymore you can rely on the old man's money you can rely on the old man's money it's a bitch girl!")
From the war on poverty to war on crime.
Excellent panel! Was mentioned how its mostly children of color who get thrown out of nursery school.
I recall the last preschool I worked in, I dreaded going because my 5 y.o. black male student was regularly injuring the other kids.
The director refused to expel him.
But when it happened in Baltimore in 83 in my classroom, sadly it was determined that the only way to keep the daycare center safe was to expel the boy.
No question those boys learned violence from their parents, environment.
Book tv rocks
Thursday, January 5, 2017
I don't talk about my lyme disease I don't talk about morgellon or Hashimoto with the doctors there's nothing that they can do and I don't want them to put me on any more pills
But this is a symptom of had for many years my throat deep down into my throat hurts when I talk it's on fire pins and needles my tongue is on fire pins and needles my throat G everything is on fire pins and needles, constant throbbing.
Thank goodness for the internet that is a big reason why I know what's going on with my body
Never goes away.
Wednesday, January 4, 2017
Please dont ask me how I am if you're going to respond with:
"It could always be worse"
Have you ever had to go to the township trustee to beg for them to help you buy winter boots? (Just to have them turn you down?!)
Don't tell me about someone else possibly being worse off! It's very naive and condescending!
Tuesday, January 3, 2017
Monday, January 2, 2017
Sunday, January 1, 2017
this is a spectacular documentary!
they had their first hit when I was in kindergarten they literally have been the soundtrack of my entire life.
If you woke up each morning with my symptoms, (but are very wealthy) you'd b ABSOLUTELY terrified, you'd regularly go to the e.r., you d run from specialist to specialist
And you'd spend hundreds of thousands of dollars annually, desperate for a cure and desperate for a normal life.
" it's about time somebody stands up for himself nobody else is going to protect us on the subway."
(Reference to man that shot 4 teens on a Manhattan subway train)