Even though the odds are stacked against me in many regards, I made an appt. for vocational rehabilitation. In theory they help disabled people find work. Neither John (a Maryland therapist) nor myself, know of one single person that voc rehab ever got a job for.
Nonetheless, on the way there, I had sharp chest pain. I had to "do a u turn" and head for urgent care. I was diagnosed, yet again, with pleurisy, a lung illness typically reserved for smokers. This is about the 3rd time I've had it.
What's so scary is that even if I do move again, I can't afford to live in a non smoking complex. Can't afford not to either!
Definitely feel trapped, it's scary.