"Trapped"

So, I probably told u that, I have tried 3 years in a row to move to a city that has no real winter.  If I move, I will lose my Mountain Town housing subsidy.  I would have to pay some 60 to 70% of my disability check in rent. 

I would also b forced into another roommate situation which is absolutely not what I want.  It terrifies me to be here another winter.  The whole city is covered in layers of ice by November, as well as huge snow banks.  Severe wind and hail too.  It would largely imprison me to my apt, unless I could afford a car.

This is y I haven't blogged much, because it's just different versions of the same old bad news.