"I was hoping and "praying" for success"

I got a job offer that would have more than doubled my income without risking my social securty. 24 hours a week, but, with a 60 minute commute each way, making for a 30 plus hour a week. (I consider the commute to be work also) I knew with the conditions of my bldg., the robberies etc., I was facing great odds at succeeding. Due to the noise level in my bldg. and getting no more than a couple of hours sleep a night I knew I couldn't make the drive safely on my 2nd day for work, and ended up losing the job to someone else............................................Although I could have pushed myself thru the duties of the day on little sleep, I didn't feel capable of safely making the drive.