"Not fit for a dog"

So, now that I have my own place, I have more days and hours where I'm homebound with these devastating illnesses.

I mean there just is no explaining how inhumane this level of suffering is.  My hands and feet don't work, I can barely stay awake, I can't even stand up in the morning because my feet don't work, have to hang on to walls.

Lifting ur head of the pillow or rolling over in bed are massive feats because of excruciating bone, nerve, joint, muscle pain that never ever leaves....................................

I stayed in all day yesterday, and the only reason I left the house today is because there is no food in the house and I can't really grocery shop with no car.

Brutal with a capital B.