It will be a few weeks before i know whether it is cancer or not. Scared? No. Life is what scares me, not death.
I would have to say without a doubt, that my philosophy of life since 94 is that quality is what matters, not quantity, and i sure don't have the quality.
That being said, my first thoughts were "just keep me comfortable, because i'm not going to do chemo. I have been through enough"
I will let you know after i find out whether it is cancer or not. Is it any wonder if i did? with the life i have had?
uncle and aunt died young from cancer.